Saudade

End before Start

Hi. Hello. I know it's been so long ..
I wonder how are you doing all along ..
Never thought what I've done wrong ..
I guess you and I just don't belong ..

You use to say
"Good Morning" everyday ..
Asking how was my day ..
Never make me forget my meal for the day ..
But how about today?

Days, weeks, months pass ..
I guess you don't want to make it last ..
Maybe it is something from your past ..
That help you move on that fast ..

Is it me again?
I text, and pmed you again and again ..
Waiting to finally notice me again ..
Guess you can never love me again ..

I noticed it since yesterday ..
Whether I got mad everyday ..
You will do everthing just to make my day ..
You used to be like that, my bae ..

D you used to talk to me ..
Whether its free text or chat it doesn't matter to me ..
As long as you noticed me ..
Reminds me that you still care for me ..

Now I can see ..
How bad it can be ..
Being separated you and me ..
Maybe its how it should be ..

Absence might make the heart grow fonder ..
Does it apply to us, I wonder ..
Maybe making a time for me to you is such a bother ..
I guess you became stronger ..

Daddy, Dada, Dy ..
I thought I was your baby ..
You use to talk to me so sweetly ..
Oh how I miss it so badly ..

Will it be the end?
Of something we don't even started yet ..
But if it will just leave us broken then ..
Let just pull off everything, you bet?