Saudade

It's not You, It's Me

It' not about us
That makes myself outcast

It's not them that is hurt
But why are they affected too much

It's not just you
That needs comfort, so do I too

It's not just you that are they friends
But why they all came to you?

It's not about you that hurt me
But the way how they judged me

It's not you that they befriend first
But why they asked you first

It's true that you lost someone
But you take everyone

It's true that were done now
But why everyone leaves me behind

It's not the thought of you that hurt me
But those so called friends that I thought there will be for me

It's funny how things used to be
But now I am just nobody

I hate that you take them all
That in our supposedly group I am the one who they hated by them all

I am nothing at all
I'm the one who breaks it all

The evil one alone
I really don't belong

You know what hurts me so much?
No one! Not a single one asked
If I am okay? Or I'm hurt incase
Guess' that's too much to ask