Saudade

Perish

6/22/16
12:03 pm

I can't breath ..
Your words brings me to death ..
Never thought you could say that though ..
Im so stupid I know ..

Shock! I don't even shed a tear ..
I just don't want you near ..
Funny how I felt so numb ..
True to what you say, I am so dumb ..

Damn, the way you make me feel ..
It makes me want to climb up the hill ..
Wishing that it wasn't real ..
But I guess I was so ill ..

How can I say this ..
I doesn't expect it to be like this ..
Fuck this urges makes me write these ..
As if something inside me will be release ..

Saying bad things to other ..
Insult that you can't take any longer ..
Meh .. I can't even talk it to someone over ..
Who's willing to listen and hugged me forever ..

I thought I was your friend ..
In the family I was your best friend ..
The one who you talk and listen to the problems that never end ..
Someone who you can defend ..

I want to cry ..
Can't you see I try ..
So don't you dare deny ..
I am the one you defy ..

Still I can't get angry to you ..
Because the person I treasure is you ..
Even It hurts, I just so love you ..
And  so do I to you ..