Saudade

I can still remember

I can still remember ..
How we used to be together ..
Staying side by side with each other ..
As if we are together?

I can still remember ..
It was month of December ..
When we become more busier ..
As if talking will be such a bother ..

I can still remember ..
How automatically you wait for me there ..
Whether it takes me forever ..
To you it doen't matter as long as I came back after ..

I can still remember ..
How we used to ride bus together ..
Whether its full or not, as long as we have each other ..
But what happen after?

I can still remember ..
How you get so angry to simple things that matter ..
Saying things like, to you I don't even care ..
Sadly it's true, It just my feeling that I all even care , so don't you dare ..

I can still remember ..
How our friends ask me to treat you better ..
Damn, it just makes me more angrier ..
Fyi! I'm doing my best to make you feel better even if hurts me later ..

I can still remember ..
How I ignored you whenever we see each other ..
Talk and laugh to other ..
But talking to you makes me irritated after ..

I can still remember ..
The last time we rode the bus together ..
Asking if we can make it up later ..
The things we've done to each other ..

I can still remember ..
How you cry for me to think it over ..
Asking if we can start it again even if it's over ..
Sorry! I think there's no such thing as forever ..

I can still remember ..
How I tried to remember ..
Our happy moments together ..
As if it will makes me feel better ..

I can still remember ..
How you text me after ..
Saying you can't take it any longer ..
I am the only one you are after ..

I can still remember ..
How decided you are to start it over and over ..
Going back to 0 where we found one another ..
Beg for a chance to make our forever, together you and I to our happily ever after .. 💏