Chapter 1

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A:N Hi guys this is my first fan fiction on here. I'm really sorry if it's not the best. I'm going to try my best to make it a good one. If you happen to read this please may you vote? I'm not asking for a lot:) Enjoy:)

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I shivered. Funny enough it was only the start of September yet the winds that blew through our town felt like the winds of Antarctica.

I had my eyes fixed on somewhat of a TV infront of me as I lay in bed.

School started 3 days ago and i'm already ill. I hate my school. It sucks. The teachers suck. The students suck. Yeah you get the idea.

My dad died a year ago in a severe car accident on the motorway. Some dick who had clearly been drinking though it was a good idea to drive on the motorway. Asshole.

So then my mum though we should move to shitty Ireland to get away from our troubles. She clearly doesn't realize that she's given me more problems then I had back home.

Home. I guess I can't call it that anymore. Mum loves it here and thinks we should stay here permanant. She's out of her mind.

When my dad died I cried for months on end.

I never cry. It has to be pretty bad if I cry. But my dad was a very important source in my life. And loosing him turned out all the lights that I had in me and now im stuck in this darkness. I can't find a way out or a way to turn on the lights.

A hot tear ran down my cheek. I quickly wiped it away.  A harsh cough escaped my mouth. I reached over to the bedside table and raised the glass to my mouth and took a sip of water.

I placed it back to it's original place and sunk back into my pillow.

I could hear the leaves on trees rustling outside my bedroom window. And soon enough hard droplets of rain crashed onto my window.

I pulled the duvet over my head trying to block out the loud noise. This was hopeless. There was no way I would ever get sleep.

Instead I decided to go downstairs and make a cup of hot chocolate. Once I finished I turned the TV on in the living room.

I sat on the couch and wrapped myself in a blanket that was lying on the other end.

I sipped my hot chocolate and watched the news. Anything happening in this shit placed called Mullingar?

~2 hours later~

I woke up the sound of my front door closing.

I saw my mum placing her keys on the side and stumbling out of her high heels.

"Hi mum where you been?" I asked curious.

"Sorry sweetie I had to go get some food" She replied in her usual sqeaky not so woman like voice.

I rolled my eyes and lay back down on the couch. Clearly earlier I had fallen asleep watching the news.

I shut my eyes and let sleep wash over me.

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Sorry this was a short chapter. I'll write more in the next one:) what did you think of the first chapter though. Let me know in the comments below:)

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