HeartBeat[Niall Horan]

Chapter 14

A:N: I'm pretty sure you all know what Nina Dobrev looks like but I've left a picture of her on the side:)

NIALLS P.O.V

It's five o'clock now and Lilly still isn't home. I should text her and ask her if she's alright. I know she said not to contact her while she is there but I can't help it. I pull out my phone and open a new message.

*Are you okay? When you coming home?*

I press send and wait patiently for her reply. I don't have to wait long before my phone beeps.

*I'm in the taxi now. I'll be home in about 20 mins :)*

Twenty minutes. That should be enough time for a pizza to arrive. Lilly isn't here to cook and I'm terrible at it but i'm starving. I decide on a large pizza so Lilly can have some when she gets back. She's probably going to be hungry after a two hour car journey. I really should start looking for job now, I need a car. I know I have enough money that my parents are supplying me with but I'm 19 now and I need to be more independant. And I want to earn more alongside my parents money. I've always been intrested in working at a publishing industry but that is big and I don't think I have enough qualifications. Lilly is planning on signing up for a college about an hour away. In a way I don't want her to go because it means spending less time with her but she wants more shitty education. In my opinion it's a waist of time but she seems to think without college she won't get anywhere.

A good fifteen minutes later the delivery guy rings the doorbell and I collect the pizza. I set out two plates and put the pizza on the table. I'm hungry but I'm going to wait for Lilly to get home first. I actually hate eating without her. I go to look out the window and search the area for a taxi. Nothing yet. I settle back down on the couch and turn on the tv.

I can't help but continuously think about Lilly and Harry together after she left me. I know she moved in with him but did they ever go out. Did he touch her like I do? Did he kiss her? All these endless thoughts of what she could have done with him are drowning me and sometimes I want to kill Harry. Although he has been my best mate for years it kind of hurt me that he just took her away from me like that. He probably persuaded her to move in with him. I know Lilly is very fond of Harry. I can tell the by the way she acts if she gets a text from him. I know she loves me but I get a feeling of jealousy that she acts that way with Harry. Why do they even text each other? I guess Lilly doesn't have many friends because we left school after doing A levels and she joined just before starting our GCSEs and she left all her friends and everything behind to move in with me. I love her to bits for doing that for me it's cute. Hell I love her for everything. I know I should tell her these things more often but I don't have the guts to. I snap out of thought when the front door swings open and a tired Lilly stumbles in. I stand to my feet to greet her. My arms immediately wrap around her waist as she takes her shoes off.

"I missed you today" I whisper into her neck and kiss it gently. "I missed you too, alot actually" She smiles looking back at me. I give her a light kiss and she turns around in my arms and kisses me harder. It's her favourite way of kissing me. She told me that a long time ago before I screwed up. A sweet smile appears on her beautiful face and I pick a hair away from her eyes. I kiss her forehead once more and we make our way to kitchen.

"Are you hungry?" I ask her.

"Very"

"Good, I ordered pizza, it came ten minutes ago I hope it's not too cold"

"Why didn't you eat?" She asks with that famous puzzled Lilly look.

"I didn't want to eat without you" I smile. She gives me a peck on the lips and smiles. We sit down at the table and she pulls two slices onto her plate.

"How was it"? I ask after a few minutes of silence.

"It was err, it was ok" She forces a smile.

"Ok and now the truth please" I place my pizza back on the plate and I wait for her to swallow her food.

"Well when I got there I found her in bed with this guy" She pauses and looks down.

"And?"

"And I'm so let down. That's not my mother" Her eyes are beginning to water and I know she's fighting her tears back. She shouldn't have to do that.

"She never used to behave like that and she thinks as soon as I'm gone she can do whatever the hell she likes and get away with it. The fact that she knew I was going today and yet still invited that guy round was a terrible mistake and I don't know why she did it" She's crying now and I'm on my feet besides her as she cries into my white shirt. I rub her back softly and try to comfort her.

"Baby I'm sure she didn't do it on purpose" I look down at her and bring her head up with my hand to look at me.

LILLYANS P.O.V

His hand reaches under my chin and he brings my head up to look at him. I want to resist because I hate it when he sees me cry but I don't. I like this Niall. Calm and sweet.

"I though she still loved my father and wouldn't be so quick to have a guy inbetweeen her legs" I admit. It's true. I have always though different of her.

"It's okay baby she'll sort herself out I'm sure" It makes my heart melt when he calls me baby. He wipes a tear away with his thumb.

"But after all that he left and she was being really sweet. She even offered to pay for colllege if it's not too expensive" I smile.

"Oh that's good, see she does care about you" I nod and there is a short pause before he bends down to kiss me. The kiss is soft and sweet and incredibly slow and it's driving me crazy. His hands slide round my sides to my back and I stand so that he doesn't have to crouch. His hand slides up my top and the other rests on my neck. His hand slowly cups my breats and he squeezes it gently. A small moan escapes my lips and I feel him go hard down below. It's funny how the smallest things overwhelm him. His hand slides round to unclasp my bra but I stop him. He gives me a confused look but I don't say anything and walk off to the bedroom, Niall following close behind. He shuts the door and attacks me with a forceful kiss making me fall back onto the bed. His hand pulls up my shirt and pulls it over my head. His head dips down to my breasts and he suck on a bit of skin. He then moves down to my stomach making it flutter. I close my eyes and enjoy the overwhelming feeling rushing through me. I feel his fingers fiddiling with the button of my jeans and I help him undo it. It's on the floor in seconds and I am only in my bra and panties. Thinking back to this morning when we showered together, he's seen me naked yet I feel kind of embarrassed laying under him this bare.

He moves back up to me and the kiss is rough and I like that. His hand slowly moves round my hip and rests on my tummy. I look at him and nod in approval. He leans back in and I feel his hand move into my undies and a long finger slides over me. I've never experienced this before and I have to admit I'm really nervous but it feels so good. His finger soon slides slowly into me and my heart is beating ten times faster and I'm already sweating. I'm slightly shaking but that soon ends as I ease into it. Niall is really good at this. My tummy begins to knot and my hand attacks the bed sheet. My back bolts off the bed and my vision is blurred. It takes a few seconds for me to recover and try and I attempt to catch my breath. I look up at Niall who is directly above me.

"You okay?" His gentle voice calming me.

"Yeah it hurt a little" I'm mentally cursing at myself for saying that. I'm so stupid. A faint laugh escapes Nialls lips.

"We should do that again sometime" He smirks. Why do I find that so attractive. I gather my clothes from the floor and Niall disappears into the bathroom. I walk into the kitchen to clean up the remaining food and make sure everything is neat and tidy. Niall joins me a few minutes later and sits on the couch while I turn the dishwasher on. I join him in the living room and he switches on the telly and goes through the channels. We settle on friends. I haven't watched that in a while.

I soon find myself drifting off to sleep, my head resting on Nialls lap.