HeartBeat[Niall Horan]

Chapter 2

So I couldn't get away with one more day off school. Great, so today I face six hours of hell.

Before we moved to Ireland I was home schooled. I had a tutor come to our house everyday. I actually really liked her. She made studying fun. Unlike this shitty school I'm stuck in.

And this uniform oh my god. It's disgusting.

I got dressed in a flash so I could have some spare time before I left.

To my surprise it was rather warm today. I didn't need a coat thank god. I dont do coats. They make me look fat.

I brushed through my very knotty hair and left it in its natrual curls.

I was certain I would need alot of foundation today. My face looked outragous. I had these massive bags under my eyes thanks to this crap weather that's been keeping me awake.

In other words, looked horrible.

I took my foundation out my make-up bag and applied it all over my very un attractive face.

I took out some eyeliner too and mascara. I cannot live without mascara. You see my eye lashes are so short and it's not a good look at all.

I just gazed at my face in the mirror and the longer I gazed the uglier I seemed. I wouldn't be surprised if everyone at school thought I was fuck ugly.

Mum couldn't afford a school jumper as all the other bits of uniform that we bought was so expensive.

I forgot to tell you this. After my dad died I began self harm. And you probably know where I'm going with this.

I needed to keep my arms covered.

So I put on a grey hoodie. Not the best look but what else can I do. I finished getting ready and stuffed my things into my bag and returned to my bed.

I decided to text my 'sister'. Makayla's not actually my sister but I grew up with her. Moving to Ireland tore us apart. She was there for me when my dad died and it just killed me moving away.

I opened up the texts on my iPhone and opened up a new one,

To: MiniMouse<3

- Hey gourgeous, I miss you so much, it's hell here litreally. How are you? Skype me tonight?

ILYSM x x x x x x x

It wasn't long before I got a reply. I smiled as her name popped up on the screen.

From: MiniMouse<3

Hello beautiful I miss you too. You have no idea how hard it is without you here. I've been crying everyday since you left. Mum says I'm over reacting, well she can go do one. I'll skype you tonight baby:* have fun in school, any cute guys?? x x x x x

A tear ran down my cheek. For fuck sakes not again. I'll have to re-do my make up by the end of this.

I wiped it away and went to text her back when my mum called from downstairs.

"ARE YOU READY TO GO?"

"YEAH I'M COMING" I called back. I locked my phone. I'll text her in the car, I don't want to keep my mum waiting.

School was quite far away but it was the closest school. And in my opinion the most expensive.

I hurried down the stairs almost falling being the clumsy person I am and walked over to the shoe box.

I put on my black Vans. To be honest I dont give two shits if your not allowed to wear them.

Mum slipped on her embarrassing leopard print heels.