Fallen Angel

Chapter 35

A/n: whaeyy guys.... Sup? Did anyone see zayn for paper mag ? Hot damn!!🌌 ok let's get to the story......

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Harry's POV:

After seeing what happened I have to admit ,I'm pretty scared. Terrified actually. I don't think it's the right situation to tell her but now that she knows Ruth..... I don't know what to say.

We walked home quickly. She didn't even say a word .

"Now! Say what you want to say" she ordered.

We were at my place. She went up to the kitchen and got some cold water from the fridge.

"Go ahead" she gestured me to speak up.

"Look I know how confusing and hard this is but...."

"Get to the point ok?" She said cutting me off.  I'm just hoping this doesn't end up bad.

"Ruth Um... Ruth and i we were neighbors actually. Like 4 years ago.  She was my first love. "

Dess was listening keenly. I continued " As you know , I was not much of a person who mingles with everyone . I liked to be alone. Never really had friends back then. Barbara always wanted me to be like the other boys ."

"Barbara?" She asked confused.

"My......" It was so hard for me to say this to her. It wasn't completely true but if I were to tell her she'll think I'm crazy and she would never be with me.

"Your?" She asked again drawing me out of my thoughts.

"My mother" I said feeling a pang in my heart.

"Your mother? You never even introduced me to her" She asked shocked.

"Oh.. She's not around anymore." I said as thoughts flew into my mind reminding me of the good times when I used to smile.......be happy.....carefree.

"I'm sorry. But....Dad?" She asked feeling sorry for me.

"Never really saw him . Left before I was born. It was just me and Barbara"  I didn't want to do this but I see no choice. I want her. But the day she knows the truth , I can't imagine it.  I can't afford to lose her at least not now.

"Anyways...um..... After Barbara died I  used to work in our bakery.  I had to earn to study.  Ruth used to come everyday. It was a hard time for me. All I had was Barbara. She spoke to me. That's how I actually knew we were neighbors. Then we spoke everyday and our little talk turned into love. She showed me some love when I was desperate and lonely. I fell so easily for her. She didn't want me to mingle with everyone. She let me be who I wanted to be. "

"What went wrong?" She asked taking another sip of water.

"It went well for few months. But after a while......  She kept demanding me to.....to......" How am I supposed to say this?

Dessy raised an eyebrow.

"I didn't agree. I saw that she had changed. Never spoke often like before. Later I found out from her friends that she is with another guy. It became a huge fight. She said I couldn't give her what she wanted an so she didn't want me anymore. She only wanted me for my body. So she left. I was left broken. Devastated. There was no one to love me. No one cared.  I wish I never existed"

"Harry....I...." She said coming closer and pulling me into a hug.

"I couldn't live there anymore .It was just bad memories. It's been 2 years. I never expected to see her. I didn't mean to hide it from you. I didn't want you to feel that I'm a reject" I broke out like a kid.

"I'm so sorry baby" she said hugging me tighter.

"I don't want to lose you too. I didn't even want to live life until I met you. I can't handle it. It's just so hard to have all this inside me. I feel like I might explode. If I lose you I swear I won't live anymore. Please Dess I just need you to trust me. Please love" I cried on her shoulder.

"Oh Harry. I love you so much. I trust you baby. I won't ever let you go" she said wiping my tears.

Her words were music to my ears. Why is she so good? She is just the best. I can never resist her.  I leaned in to kiss her. She didn't resist too. I could sense her love.

"No matter what promise me that you will trust me?" I asked her.

"I can never hurt you Harry . you've been through so much. In fact we both pretty much lived the same life" she said caressing my cheek.

"I love you baby" I said meaning every word.

"I love you more. Sorry about what happened there" she said smiling.

"You're like the sass queen. Thank you. You were rooting for me" I said.

"Since we didn't go to Starbucks why don't you thank me with a cup of hot coffee" she said winking.

"Give me two minutes"

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         ~sandy❤