A/n: hey wassup...it's been a while....... (you get that? No?)
Well guys I've been busy with college admission and stuff so i haven't been able to update.
But here i am with an update for you lovelies😆
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Destiny's POV:
It was a dull morning. I didn't really like walking up now. But i wasn't able to sleep either. I couldn't exactly figure out what was bothering me. Amongst various other things one thing that really bothered me was how weird Harry behaves at times.
He is all nice and lovely and all of a sudden he just a completely different person. Like a different version of him. A version that no one i bet knows. Well at least not anyone i know knows .
I made a cup of hot coffee knowing that it wouldn't taste as good as Harry's. I went out to the balcony and leaned on the wall. Sipping my coffee i saw the empty street slowly coming to life.
Few of them were up early and were on their way to work. Leaning to the side i could i could see ms.Abner watering her plants.
"Good morning Ms.Abner" i shouted out.
"Hey there Dessy dear. You're up so early i see" she said.
"Yeah...couldn't quite catch a good sleep. Want some coffee? " i asked .
"No thank you dear. I got some chores to do. Lucy has an appointment with the doctor later this morning, so I'm in bit of a huddle" she said smiling warmly.
Ms.Abner was a sweet person. It was always pleasant talking to her. She was indeed like a mother to me.
"Say hi to Lucy for me" i said as she went into her house.
I gazed down at the street again....a few people were jogging. Some drinking coffee like me and some ladies shopping groceries. A man on the side walk was looking at me. He looked aged like around mid 40's. I guess he was looking at something in my direction. He looked scary so i turned away.
I looked at Harry's balcony. He wasn't up yet i guess. I'm glad he's havinga good sleep. I wish i could..but...uh! I guess I'm not so lucky.....i still can't get over the fact that his voice is so beautiful and that song.......
One thing......
What one thing? I couldn't stop wondering.
I had asked him. But he never replied. AS USUAL!
Why can't he just be open to me.
Why can't he tell me what he feels?
We are close enough to share things..... or were we??
Why can't he just tell.....
Why can't he love me like i love him.......?
WAIT WHAT?????????
Did i say i love him? Oh no!
I can't fall in love with HIM! How can i??
Maybe i would if he could acknowledge my existence and not leave in the middle of a sentence!
Yeah.....he doesn't treat me right. I want to know what i mean to him....if he trusts me enough... because .....i deserve to know.
We need to have a mutual understanding. I don't like him hiding things from me. Not when i like him this much.
Maybe he doesn't trust me. If so i needed to know. So that i can keep my distance. So that i would know where i belong.
He has to give me an answer. I can't keep confusing myself. I'm not ready to be broken again.
This will end today......
"Got up early again?"
I almost spilt my drink. I came out of my thoughts and turned around.
"Kate don't scare me like that " i said drinking the last few drops of coffee.
"I didn't mean to startle you. Just wanted to tell that Jase and i are going to his mom's place" she said shyly.
"Wow....look who is becoming a family girl now" i said winking.
"Yeah...I'm trying to work it out. You know how my life's been. It's time i learn to be responsible i guess" she said .
"Haha fair enough. I guess marriage works like that. Well good luck at being responsible " i said giving her a hug.
"Ok then...i guess my curling iron is hot. Gotta go" she said and ran quickly.
"This girl...." i thought to myself and turned around.
Harry still wasn't up yet but i could see Jase outside.
"Mr.curly isn't up yet?" I aksed him.
"Nope. Looks like he had a rough night" he said and left jogging.
I stood staring at his balcony for a while. I've decided to talk him today after Jase and Kate left.
I have to shower and get ready before they leave. Before getting into my house i looked down at the street again.
The man at the side walk still stood there staring at me.
He had been....the whole time without moving an inch.
When he noticed me looking at him he quickly moved away.
Weird!
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