Misunderstood

Chapter 5

*Emily's POV* 

I woke up around 12:20 p.m. I checked my phone. 3 new messages. 2 from Alex and one from unknown. I looked at the ones from Alex first.

Alex: Hey good morning :)

Alex: I guess your not up yet lol text me when you see this. ;)

I smiled at his text messages but my smile faded when i read the unknown one.

Unknown: Hey slut..school is going to be good today because you're not going to be here. Wish it was like that everyday.! #loser -A.H

How the fuck did she get my number? No one at school does. I just ignored the message.

Me: I'm sorry Alex I just woke up.

I put my phone down and got up. I went downstairs. I turned on the TV. And went to get some cereal. I sat in the couch. There was nothing good on TV. I got up once again and went to my room. 

I got my laptop out and played music. I sat there. Alone. So much in my mind. I remembered when dad was here 

~Flashback~

"Dad really whats in the box?" i said curiously looking down at the box under the Christmas Tree. He smiled "You are going to have to wait till Friday to see"  "But dad that's 3 days away!" i whinnied. "NO buts just wait" 

*3 Days later*

I woke up and ran down stairs dad was there already. "Whoa someone is excited!" he said i smiled and grabbed the box and tore the wrapping paper off. There it was the IPhone and Laptop I had been asking for. "Awwww dad!" i yelled. he smiled. I jumped on him and gave him a huge hug "I love you dad to infinity and beyond!" I yelled. "I do too baby" He said back.

~End of Flashback~

 I missed him soo much. He was the only one who really loved me. One thing he taught me: Wait in the end there will always be something good. But i was tired of waiting for a good life. For someone to actually care. *Buzz* My phone went off 

Alex: Good i thought you never would

Me: Oh shut up :P

I put my phone up. I walked outside. It was wet from last night. I looked for my soccer ball. I found it under our porch. I used to play in middle school. But after my dad died i quit. I dribbled the ball.and kicked it. I missed playing too. Everything ruined my life. *Buzz* another text message. 

Alex: so what are you doing..?

Me: nothing playing a little soccer alone.. #loner4life

Alex: Aw sorry...wish i could join youu i play too. :)

Me: really we should play sometime. 

Alex: yes we should ;)

I put my phone up. And played some more. After a while i got tired and went in. just as closed the back door my brother came in. "well aren't you suppose to be in school?" he asked me I looked down. "No. I'm suspend for 2 days.." i said. I didn't want to be stuck here with him. He smiled "we are going to have a good two days then" I knew what that meant. Slave for him and his loser friends.

"Uh no we are not. I'm not doing anything .for you." I said to him. worst mistake ever!  his smile faded. "you're going to do everything I say or else.!" he yelled in my face. "you're not my dad to be telling me what to do!" I yelled back. I was getting mad. "well honey he is dead. so I'm the oldest male here so yes that makes me your 'dad' "

"well you cant be him! He was nice not an asshole like you! Plus he loved me!!" i yelled. he laughed. "Oh honey did you say he loved You. Please look at you.you are an ugly bitch. worth nothing." He slapped me then. I felt pain everywhere. "Now no more arguing i have things to do."

I ran up to my room. "I Hate You!!!" i yelled at my brother. "I don't give a fuck!!" he yelled back. I closed my door and and i leaned against it crying. I walked to my bathroom. I saw the razor once again. I grabbed it. i lifted my right sleeve. I put the razor against my arm and i did it. Blood came out. I did it again. The pain i felt inside was now outside. Just what i wanted pain to come out. 

I cleaned my arm and the razor and laid in my bed crying pain on my arm. I hate myself.