Misunderstood

Chapter 21

*Emily's POV*

I heard her come in

I heard her run up the stairs

I heard her yell at me.

I felt her ontop of me,trying to stop me.

But I pulled the trigger.

I'm sorry Camz. I cant do this anymore. I'm gone.

*Camila's POV*

My eyes are still closed. I don't want to open them. Wake up! Wake up already!! Tell me this is a dream. Don't let it be real.

I opened my eyes. There she was laying motionless. Blood everywhere. Tears falling down my cheeck. "NOOOOO!!!!" I yelled at the top of my lungs. "Emily! How could you do this to me!" I cried. I began to cry harder. "Emily. Emily! Wake up..." I put my head on her chest and cried. No heartbeat. I cried even harder. I yelled. I kicked the door. I punched the wall. "Why??! Why didn't you tell me what was wrong! I should have known! I'm stupid for not noticing!! I will never frogive myself" I said between cries. I fell to my knees and put my hands on head. "WHY!!??" I screamed.

I pulled my phone out and called Emergency. I sat there beside her. Stroking her hair. I can't stop crying. They came. They called her mom. She came she screamed in horror to know her daughter was gone. She cried. I huged her and cried along. They took Em, covered her body with a white sheet. I called him. He came. Red eyes tears falling. He huged me. They asked questions. Then they left with Em. I stayed with her mom till Ed came, her brother. Alex left crying. It all seems like a dream.

I walked home. Alone, remembering the races we did here. The times we laughed at our stupidity. I walked in my mom and dad ofered hugs and tried comforting me. Nothing can comfort me right now. I walked to my room. I closed the door and slid down crying. I hope Alyssa and Carrie are happy now. She left. Like they wanted. I walked to my desk pulled out a razor blade. It's my fault, If only I had noticed. One cut. Stupid me. Another cut. Emily I miss you. One more cut. I'll never see you again. Another cut. I'll never hug and laugh with you again. 5 cuts.

I cried. I cleaned my writs. I laid on my bed. I took out my phone. I saw her selfies. Her smile. Her dimple. Her last message. I cried new tears. What do I do now. I'm ussless. I didn't save her. Tears rolled down faster. I heard someone knock on my door. "Go away!" I yelled. "Leave me alone.." The knocking stopped. I cried untill I fell asleep.

*Alex's POV*

I should have asked to be my girlfriend maybe then she wouldn't of done that. What stopped me? I drove to the park where we would always come. To play soccer. To goof around. To talk. The place where I kissed her. I stood there in the exact place. Replaying the moment. I cried. I wanted to wake up and realize it was only a dream. Reality ruins everything. I stood there crying.

I drove home. My mom hugged me my brother and sister did too. I went to my room and looked at my phone. The pictures we had tooken toghether. Her stupid duck faces. I cried more. She is gone.

*Camila's POV*

It's been 3 days since she left. And every day is harder. I havn't came out of my room. I've bearly ate. I still can't believe she is gone. Today is the funeral. I wonder who will show up after all everyone seemed to dislike her at school. Now that she's gone, everyone cares. What is wrong with them?

I put on the best cloths I have and my red braclet. It was her favorite color. I walked down the stairs. My perants were waiting on me. My dad put his hand on my shoulder and squeezed it. My mom kissed my forehead. "It's going to be alright" She whispered. A tear rolled down my cheek. I nodded and walked out to the car.

There were a lot of people. Most I reconized from school. Now they come. After the horrible life they made her go through. I wanted to yell at all of them to get out. I found Alex he was beside the casket. He was crying I hugged him, and cried in his arms.

I saw Alyssa walk through the door. I wanted to go over and rip her into pieces. She walked over to me I noticed her eyes were puffy and red. She started to cry. "Camila..I..I'm sorry!...There isn't a day I don't blame myself." I looked at her. Tears were falling down her face. "I don't think it should be me who you say sorry to..but I know she'd want me to forgive you for her." I never thought I would ever give her a hug, but I found myself doing so. "thank you" she whispered.

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I laid away at night. I can't sleep. Every time I close my eyes I see her laying on the ground.  I sighed. And picked up my phone. My screen saver was me and her. I went threw my pictures. I noticed ones I've never seen.  There was some of me. My face was drawn on and the others were her selfies and the most stupidest faces I'd ever seen. I laughed a bit.

After a while I fell asleep and I saw her sitting infront of me. I walked to her she stood up and grabbed my hand "I love you..don't blame yourself" she hugged me. And I woke up.