Misunderstood

Chapter 19

*Emily's POV*

I woke up the next morning. Everything from the night before seemed like a dream. Was it? It just doesn't seem real. I mean how could it happen to me. 

I picked up my phone and texted Camila

Me: Hey Camzzz wake up I'm coming over

I got out of bed went to the bathroom and did the usual things, grabbed my jacket and went out the door. I reached Camila's house I took out the key she had  given me too. Her mom was in the kitchen "Hola, is Camila in bed still?" I asked. She nodded and pointed up the stairs. 

I walked in her room quiet as possible. She was still sleeping. She was drooling on her pillow. I saw a marker from the corner of my eye. She was a heavy sleeper so I was good. I drew a unibrow on her and a mustache and wrote loser on her forehead. I laughed to myself

I picked her phone up and saw my message I ignored it for her and took selfies. I also took some pictures of her. I laid next to her. After 10 minutes she opened her eyes. At first she didn't see me. Then she turned around. "What the hell!" I laughed "Good morning" "How long have you been stalking me in mt sleep?!" I laughed again "A while you're pretty interesting when you're sleeping, you know"  "The hell?"

She rolled back around. "Go away now" I sat up "Nope I came here to tell ya something" " And what would that be?" She mumbled. "Well you know last night?" I started. She sat up, "Please tell me you used protection I don't need a baby Alex running around" I punched her. "Wha- No. Really Camila Really?" Sh shrugged "What? It was the first thing that popped in my head" I rolled my eyes. 

"Anyway, Last night me and Alex went on a I guess we can say date, but we were at the park and he told me he loved since the first time we met. And then he kissed me." I smiled as I replayed the moment. "Aw Emily" She sniffed "You're growing up on me" I looked at her weirdo."So are you guys dating now"  I shrugged " I don't know. I don't think he never asked so yeah, but it was amazing"

She smiled at me. "I'm glad to see you happy" I smiled at her even though she has no clue how I really feel. Her mom walked in "Breakfast is ready" Camila nodded, and got up to go to the bathroom. "Emily!!!!"  I heard her yell. I smiled and walked over to the bathroom. "Yes?" She turned to me "I hate you!" I laughed "Hey I was bored and you wouldn't hurry up" She rolled her eyes and washed her face.

She told me to stay and eat with them so I did. After I went home. My mom was up and I guess it was her day off so she took me to the mall. I would've took Camila with me, but it was a mom daughter time plus she was with Caleb.

I got home and I was so exhausted so I just went to bed.

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The Next morning was nothing special. I woke up went to church with Camila and Caleb. Watched them ignore my half the time. Came home and just laid around it was a boring day. Nothing to do.

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I woke up to the sound of rain. I closed my eyes. I don't want to go back to school. Especially not now it's raining and I wanna sleep. But I have to go.

I got up and got myself ready. I stepped outside and looked at the sky. Grey. And sad. I walked. It started to sprinkle and I walked faster. I'm guessing that Caleb picked Camila up. It started to rain hard so I ran I reached the school shortly. I wasn't that wet but I was.

I walked into homeroom and there was Camila. All dry. I felt anger stirr up. I sat down and put my head down. "You ok there Emily?" I ignored the question. "Emily?" I sat up. "Yes. I'm fine" I said coldly and put my head back down. For the rest of homeroom we didn't talk.

When the bell rang I walked out. I didn't even look at Camila. I went to the bathroom. I walked in and saw the three bitches. I tried to turn around but they saw me. "Well, if it isn't little miss loser. Why so alone? Did you get replaced. aww" I walked past them to the sink. Carrie followed me. "Emily can't you see, Camila replaced you. She doesn't want you anymore." I turned to her "Camila isn't a bitch like you so why don't yu shut the hell up!" She laughed in my face. "Yoou don't scare me. Whore" She punched my stomach. I closed my eyes in pain and fell back. They laughed at me. "Go cut yourself and then die."

I sat there for a while I let the bell ring before I went to class. I walked in and Camila looked up. I walked to my seat. "Where have you been?" "No where" Just in pain. She looked at me. "Have you been crying?" I shook my head and looked away. She looked at me for a while and kept working. Camila why don't you open your eyes. I'm dying inside. Notice! Put Caleb away for a minute and look into my eyes and tell me you know I'm not ok. I need you because... 

I wanna die.