S.h.e.i.l.d- Rising From The Ashes

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Daisy p.o.v-

Jemma has spoken to Coulson and he got someone to give me a sych eval, May's ex-husband Dr Andrew Gardener (he isn't inhuman and never will be). I was told to meet him in one of the Inhuman rooms for 'privacy' -totally not because he can lock me in there if he decides i'm too dangerous- so i'm on my way down there. "Daisy, hello" "hi" i sit down on a chair he has sitting out for me. "you should know that i'm fine now and this is pointless" "i spoke to your team, you weren't fine after the trap set by Ward" "would you be if you were attacked and left for dead by someone you trusted and then almost burn to death?  I would have if May wasn't there" "you feel that you owe her don't you" "she could have gotten hurt too" "you didn't answer my question" "yes but not for getting me out" " I see, so...."

After our conversation i go to see Jemma because she was going to take my stitches out. "ready?" i breath in and say "yeah" Jemma numbs my back and does whatever is necessary to my back while i listen to an audio file that teaches you basic Russian. It was uncomfortable but i managed to deal with it. "no training for a few more days but you should be alright to go about things as normal" "normal?" i laugh "as normal as our lives are" she replies smiling. She leaves and i get up putting my bra and top back on and i go to the sitting room with my headphones in, listening to the file that has been helping me learn Russian. "Daisy" someone says snapping their fingers in-front of my face. I take my earphones out "yeah, AC" "i need you to look at something, my office" "okay" I get up and follow him.

"what do you need me to look at DC" "sit down" "you don't need me to look at anything" "you're right, i need to know where your head is" "what?" "do you want to be back in the field?" "yes, i'm going crazy stuck here" "I spoke with Dr Gardener, we don't think it's the best idea you showed traits of PTS (post traumatic stress) before and then you were kidnapped and won't open up to anyone" "what do i need to do to prove to you I'm fine to go back into the field?" "i need you stay out of the field for a while" "Coulson come on, what am i supposed to do here? I'm not a tactical analyst, i can't do lab stuff like fitzsimmons, there's only so much hacking i can do and you probably don't want me training Heather if i'm not allowed in the field so i have no chance if i ask you to become an S.O training agents for the field." i pause "i know i didn't go to any of the academy's but i'm trying like hell to be the best agent i can be! i'm learning Russian, before shield i had no interest in learning languages or being part of a team or even being able to defend myself because i stayed behind my laptop screen, i'm trying my best i want to prove myself but i can't do that stuck here" Coulson looks at me " i know you're a good agent, you've made alot of sacrifices but your well-being is my main concern, not your ability as an agent, your health" "i want to be in the field" "not right now, you can train as soon as Simmons says but you're not in the field till i say" after he stops talking i leave and go to Jemma and I's room. I write a detailed report about what happened during the 4-5 days i was captured that had how i felt, one that would make new agents skin crawl and tittle it 'what happened' before sending it to the Director hoping that was what he needed to prove that i'm okay. After i hit send i go to the kitchen and make some tomato pasta for my dinner and i decide to take some down to FitzSimmons.

"I have food" i announce walking in to the lab and Fitz looks over to me "what kind you got?" "tomato pasta" "sound good, thanks Daisy" "no problem Fitz" "Jem, want some" "huh?" "Do you want some tomato pasta? you haven't left the lab in hours" "sure" I get a seat next to Fitz and Jemma takes a seat beside him too before we start eating, i was still angry though. "How did the sych eval go?" Fitz asks "i'm not allowed in the field and the Director took it upon himself to ban me 'till he thinks i'm ready" "that' why you look like your going to murder someone" Mack says walking in "not going to be you unless you're HYDRA or you really piss me off, so i wouldn't worry about it" i say with a playful glare "i'm not worried, May want to see you, says to meet her outside Heather's room in 20" "i'll turn a blind eye, pretend i don't know about it" Jemma says and Fitz agrees "thanks" i say smiling and I leave going to Heather's room.

"hey" i say when i see May standing "you wanted to see me?" "yes, Heather has been concerned and i think you should keep training her, i don't care what 'the director' said, he was wrong, i know being out of the field can be difficult"I could hear the sarcasm in her voice when she called him 'the director' and that she was almost as pissed as i am "thanks, distract him for a couple hours?" May nods and leaves. I walk into Heather's room after putting the code in, "hi Heather" "Hi Daisy, you okay? " "yes, want to train? Physically not with powers" "Sure" so that's what we do for the next two hours.

May p.o.v-

Keeping Coulson busy is quite easy, there is lots of paperwork that needs done because he is director. We don't talk but i come in and out making sure he keeps himself busy. "Melinda, why are you mad at me?" he asks suddenly using my first name to get my attention "what are you talking about?" i respond "i know you're annoyed at me for doing something, I see through the act most of the time and this is one of these times" "you're an idiot but even you should be able to see that Daisy will do herself more harm than good stuck here not being able to train until you tell Simmons that she can tell her, not letting her train Heather who has been alone for too long, she should be training and for not trusting your agents when you know that they are some of the best and not letting them do what they are here to" "Daisy isn't fit for field you know that and if she isn't fit for field she shouldn't be training anyone let alone an inhuman who can't control her abilities and i trust my agents, they were all given a lie detector test before they were allowed into the new S.H.I.E.L.D" he seemed angry at me, good. "you were the one that asked" i say leaving. Daisy and Heather have had two hours training so i need to tell Daisy to get back upstairs" i tell Mack to get Daisy and tell her to go to the computer lab and to fake the records to make them look like she had been there for the last two hours gathering research. When i walk past the computer lab ten minutes later she is sitting with several tabs open browsing the internet. She smiles at me as i walk past and i nod. Afterwards I check the security feed and i see that she has done as i asked. I decide to try and get an early night and as i walk to my room i pass Daisy and Jemma's and i hear them sitting talking, Daisy mentions how 'director Coulson' isn't as likeable as 'AC' is and that she prefers 'AC' Jemma agrees but they both become quiet after such a turn in conversation and i keep walking along the corridor into my room where i lock the door and sit in a deafening silence.