I keep a blade hidden
I don't use it
But it helps to know its there
To pull it out and look at it
To know I can if I need to
To know I can slide it across my skin
Make my blood pool on my thighs, wrists, stomach, anywhere I want
Because it will always be there when I need it
If I feel the need to scream
If I feel the need to cry
If I feel the need to give up
It's always there
But it's always there when I don't feel the need to
Taunting me
Gleaming when the light hits it
Begging me to use it
It's a curse
But it's a blessing
It's always there
Where I hid it
Begging to be used
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Songs/Poems Written by Me
PoetryThese are some songs and poems I have written. There are a bunch of different things that may be triggering to some. I have many that talk about suicide, depression, bullying, abuse etc. If this triggers you please do not read my poems/songs. Also t...