You asked how it went
I said fine
You acted like you cared
You said you knew it wasn't 'fine'
You made me tell you what happened
So I told you
I said my sister blamed me for her being suicidal
I told you I wanted to kill myself in that moment
I told you how many times I was tempted to do just that
Open the car door on the highway
Push myself out
You seemed shocked
You pitied me
So I stopped
I didn't tell you what happened when we got home
I didn't tell you how I locked myself in the bathroom well everyone fought
How I almost did kill myself that night
Or how I always am suicidal
I just never had the courage to until that day
I just let you think that was a one time thing
That that wasn't a regular occurrence
That I was happy
That was a fluke
Because you wouldn't have been able to handle it
So I never mentioned it again
And neither did you
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Songs/Poems Written by Me
PoetryThese are some songs and poems I have written. There are a bunch of different things that may be triggering to some. I have many that talk about suicide, depression, bullying, abuse etc. If this triggers you please do not read my poems/songs. Also t...
