"I'm sorry my rooms a mess, haven't had the time to clean it."
That's not true
Your rooms a mess because you can't work up the motivation to clean it.
You have the time to clean.
All the time in the world in fact.
Because you can't work up the motivation to leave the house.
"I completely forgot about my homework, sorry"
Liar.
You remembered it
You took it out
You started to do it
But one of the questions confused you
And you started to feel stupid and worthless
So instead of asking for help
You put it back and took another zero
"I was really sick yesterday sorry I didn't show up."
Another lie
You weren't sick
You just were so depressed you couldn't force yourself to go.
So you stayed home instead
And slowly lost all your friends
Because you can't put in the amount of effort it takes to keep them
"I'm just tired"
That's partially true
You are tired
Tired of not being able to sleep
Not being able to smile and make it 100% real
Not being able to live life without wishing you were dead
Not being able to hang out with friends and not cry
Tired of being depressed
And alone
And just so fucking tired of being you
YOU ARE READING
Songs/Poems Written by Me
PoetryThese are some songs and poems I have written. There are a bunch of different things that may be triggering to some. I have many that talk about suicide, depression, bullying, abuse etc. If this triggers you please do not read my poems/songs. Also t...
