INSOMNIAC ✃ JIMIN

Night 10

그냥 내게 웃어줘.
Just give me a smile.

3:23 a.m

❝ Without you,
I'm hopeless.
Without you,
My heart is empty,
But no one can fill it,
Unless that someone is you.
You who call my name,
With that sweet voice of yours.
You who cried,
When I said,
Let's break up. ❞

Do you still remember that time when we first met? It is still fresh in my mind, as if we only met yesterday.

The way you smiled at me brightly, your pink gums showing, making my heart raced faster than a racer's car.

The way your pink lips moved when you were pronouncing my name, captivating me in your dark brown orbs.

You were perfect in my eyes, and still is. You were my definition of love at first sight, although I didn't believe it at all. That was, before I met you, my beautiful angel.

I don't know what and why, but I felt something connecting us together, like some sort of Wi-Fi connection, but it was something stronger. Something that will change our life.

And it did.

I became happier when you became mine.

But all of the happiness only last for 2 and a half years.

After I saw how close you are with that guy, I started to wonder, am I not enough for you? Am I?

You began to ignore me, your boyfriend, when that guy was around.

I got your sign.

You don't love me as much as I love you anymore. Our love wilted, just like the flowers at my backyard. Dead, lifeless.

I know, it was my fault for not watering them. Just like our relationship, it was my fault for not showering you with more love, until you began to search for someone else who can actually do that for you.

But seeing you cry that day, I began to doubt myself again.

Did I do the right thing for us?