넌 내 하나뿐인 태양,
You are my only sun,
세상에 딱 하나.
One and only in the world.
2:50 a.m
I cried.
Cried, and cried again.
I realized that I can't live without you by my side. Without my daily dose of you.
You're like a drug to me, I keep wanting you even after I decided to stop, stop from having you. But I can't.
You'll always be on my mind, no matter what the time is, the place is. Even when I'm studying, the tiny little black words written on my textbook looks like you. Your face was on that book, smiling to me like you used to.
I can't focus on anything I do. Whether it is dancing, singing, walking, you just name it. The thought of you running back to my arms always distract me, and I fight. I fight the urge to go back to you and fix our relationship, because I know that I shouldn't. Because I'm sure now you're happy without me by your side, without a human that will paint a flaw on you by your side, which is me.
My sickness is getting worse day by day, I'm not even surprised if tomorrow, I can't see the same sky as you anymore.
Because then I'll be seeing the sky in the other world, far away from you.
You, the reason I'm infected with this painful love sickness.
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Fanfiction❝ Every night, I think about you, leaving me. ❞ ❀ Highest Rank : #243 in Short Story ❆ angst ✿ Short chapters Warning : This is depressing, especially at the end seriously smh © yoonedsxoul, 2k16
