니 얼굴만 보면 웃는 나니까.
I smile whenever I see you.
4:53 a.m
❝Even if my hands,
Reach out to you,
With all my might,
I can't reach you.
Because you're just,
A beautiful picture.
A portrait of my loneliness.
A wonderful person,
that I can never have.
Even if you were once mine,
You were once in my arms,
Your lips were once on my lips,
You deserve more,
But I'm not the one. ❞
I don't know what to do anymore.
The doctor said my insomnia is getting worse and worse, now that I keep staying awake each night, thinking about you.
I tried, I really tried to actually sleep, but it's all useless. I shut my eyes, only to find them wide open again after a few seconds. I tried doing what my personal psychiatrist said, but again, useless.
I still can't sleep and I'm still in the darkness that is you. Even though I tried my best, I keep failing, all because of you.
But thinking that maybe somewhere out there, you're smiling, laughing your heart out, makes me feel relieved. At least I did this for you.
For your happiness.
❝ I don't care if I have to suffer,
tortured by this sickness of mine,
but as long as you're happy,
I'm fine.❞
- Park Jimin
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Fanfiction❝ Every night, I think about you, leaving me. ❞ ❀ Highest Rank : #243 in Short Story ❆ angst ✿ Short chapters Warning : This is depressing, especially at the end seriously smh © yoonedsxoul, 2k16
