The Perrie Edwards You Knew

Chapter 1

CHAPTER ONE ─ The Perrie Edwards you knew

Perrie..

She was born as Perrie Louise Edwards.

She was born on July 10, 1993.

The girl who had surgery because of a narrow esophagus.

The girl from South Shields.

The girl whose parents are Debra Duffy and Alexander Edwards.

She has one older brother named Jonnie, and a younger half-sister named Caitlin.

She performed at school singing shows, but never thought of herself as a great singer.

The one who auditioned as a 17-year-old solo singer on X Factor.

She was put into a girl group, named Little Mix along with 3 other girls.

She is the girl with blond hair in the band Little Mix.

Little Mix, The first group to ever win X Factor.

She is the girl who won Zayn Malik's heart.

She is... Perrie Edwards.

Are you sure that Perrie Edwards, is really the Perrie Edwards? Think again. I'm gonna show you who I really am. Let's start from my name. I 'was' named after Steve Perry. Correction; I was nicknamed after Perrie.

My real name is Persephone Lois Edwards. My sister is Perrie Louise Edwards. She's not here.. And she will never be, ever again. She was meant to be in my position. She's supposed to be the Perrie Edwards.

For some reasons, she's not. And I'm gonna tell you those reasons. Perrie has always been my sister and my bestfriend. We're twins. She's always the goody-two-shoes one, and I was a burden to the family.

She is also good in singing. But when we're both singing, she consider me better than her. And yet she's the one who auditioned for X Factor. People say she's the better one among us two.

It just hurts so bad when they say it in front of us both. While she is feeling all lucky and glad, I was smiling outside. But inside, I was already murdering her, and it suddenly became reality.

I was so jealous of her. I envy her with all my heart! I cry every night, wishing that when I wake up, Persephone is gone and I AM Perrie. But then, those each night, Perrie would go to my room and ask me what's wrong while comforting me and I forget about the reason I'm crying.

Because of me envying Perrie so much, I got into self-harming. I didn't know what I've gotten myself into. Every night, I cry myself to sleep. I was always depressed. Daily moodswings. etc.

I even thought about suicide. What if I just die, my family would be so happy. You see, our mum isn't the best mom that you could ask for when it comes from me. She doesn't like me nor want me. Actually, she doesn't want me at all.

I wasn't planned and I was unexpected. But Perrie is. They didn't expect that I will grow inside our mum's belly along with Perrie. To be honest, I love my mum. Even if she's like that.

After all, I came from her, without her I wouldn't be here right now, and even if she doesn't want me, she still decided to take care of me when I was in her belly. Or maybe it's because she was carrying me and Perrie and if she does abortion, Perrie wouldn't be here.

That's why I'm so jealous of Perrie. I envy her so much. And it came from envy to obsession. And because of that... I 'accidentally' killed her.

And now, you're probably confused. She already got in when I did it. Then our mom told me something. That's why I become like this. I used to be the sweetest girl ever. Until I realized that being the 'baddest' bitch was better.

I was bipolar, and she's not. I was a burden, and she's not. I was the wrong one, and she is not. I am Persephone, and she is Perrie.

A/N: the story starts in the next chapter.. XD