Snowstorm |Namjin| #1

4. Leaving winter behind

"I have a question. Do you know why Namjoon have this strange routine to go to the grocery shop for nothing and then to the rooftop and back here?" 'How did she know?'

"Unfortunately, I don't know." He had a theory but he couldn't tell.

"I'm back. So are you guys getting along?" Namjoon said from the hall. Jin felt like he had to leave. He couldn't stay any longer.

He was so scared. Why was he in love? From strangers to lovers. 'How? When... Ok, we've never kissed, not even a hug. I just wished we were closer...'

When Jin was out of the building he burnt into tears. He knew he couldn't do anything. It was forbidden. Love that wasn't ok.

Jin was out in the snow crying. He couldn't move. His fingers started to shiver.

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Then Namjoon was after Jin. 'Where was he?'

His wife got better because of Jin's tip. But deep inside, he missed Jin by his side.
Same routine, but it only got worse. Namjoon was falling into depression.
He was getting into the same black pattern. He missed something, and what he missed was Jin.

The days were grey, the colours were fading away without Jin. They started to live their days like the usual, like they never met each other in the first place.

The snow was melting, Spring was coming up. Sun was shining, but Namjoon still felt cold.

At that time around the year, animals were having their little babies. And so... Namjoons wife wanted to take the step further and have kids. Namjoon was definitely not ready to be a farther. They got into a fight. It didn't last long as Namjoon gave up arguing.

But Namjoon had it;he walked of the apartment, for good. He went to the woods. It was far from he city, and that was exactly what he wanted, away from everything.  On the other side of the woods was the sea. And a beautiful beach.

Suddenly he he saw Jin. He thought it was hallucinating, until Jin saw him and smiled.

"Hey. It was a while ago." Namjoon greeted.

"Last time I saw you, you were covered in snow flakes."
Namjoon heart was bumping out of his chest. He had to do something. He took a deep breath and asked Jin his question.
"Is it possible to fix a heart?"

"You have to love yourself first. That's the hard part. Well the next thing is to fix someone heart is to someone love you too."

"Jin?"

"Yeah?"

"I think I love you. I know we just meet a few months ago. But those moments in the cafe. To me, you weren't a friend to me. For me, I thought we were dating. But I had to tell my wife that you were my friend. I'm so sorry."

"Stop talking."

"What?"

"And I thought I was crazy."

"God I need a therapist."

"You have one right here." Jin smiled.

"What?"

"I lied too. I'm not a real doctor. I'm a psychologist and a therapist."

"What?!" He stood up. He looked at Jin, feeling kind of betrayed.

"Wait! Namjoon, when I met you. I saw it in your eyes. You were so lost and sad. I wanted to help you. You weren't a patient.
You were love at the first sight."

"I don't know what to say."

"Well you were open as a book. But I couldn't read all the chapters."

Namjoon sighed at sat down beside Jin. He glanced at him but then quickly looked away, playing with his fingers. Jin could tell that he was nervous, but he didn't know what for.
Out of sudden, Namjoon kisses Jin.

"I may have betrayed my wife."

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Hello fellas! Sorry I haven't update in a while. Hope this didn't disappoint your exceptions. 

Sorry this chapter was short too. But I hope I'll find some time to write again, and finish it strong.
Wow, inspirational words right there Ari... *dabs*

Thank you for reading and I hope you'll stay tune for the next chapter.

- Ari 19.07.16