Snowstorm |Namjin| #1

10. Falling

"Babe?" Jin asked, his heart was pounding faster than ever, worry was shivering all over his body. Didn't he love him?

"I love you too." He kissed him back. Jin almost jumped by the surprised, but could breath out. "I just wanted to see your reaction." Namjoon teased.

"You gave me a heart attack..."

"Come here." Namjoon hugged him tight, as if he was his teddy bear. For him, the moment was just right, perfect. They cuddled until they both feel asleep. That night was warm, but Jin was still freezing.

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It was the last week of January, Monday morning. Jin remembered how he left Namjoon on the sofa, sleeping like the sweet innocent angel he was. The fact that he was going to face the pain once again later on the week hurt him. But he just had to deal with it and do his best.

"Jin!" Taehyung almost slammed the door opened. "It's an emergency!"

"Calm down! What's going on?"

"Lee Yeong, remember? She... Almost hung herself."

"Where is she?"

"She's with Miss Jung. Hoseok and she is trying their best to calm her down and think of something else."

"Did you let Hoseok-"

"What choice did I have?"

"You should'v- Never mind, I'll take it. Is there something more that I should know?"

"Don't mention about her bruises, scars or bandages on her wrists. She'll go crazy."

"She already is."

Jin began to jog to the emergency hall, while jogging, he could hear her whispers in his head, every single thing that scared him. "Jin!" A voice called, it was Hoseok. When he saw him he slowed down and tried to analyse what was going on. Jin sighed to himself, Hoseok was a new psychologist and wasn't supposed to take care of Yeong, especially not in her condition.

"We did everything we could-" Hosoek got cut off by Jin. "I'll handle this. Take your sister with you." He ordered. Hoseok didn't hesitate about obeying his orders, without saying a word, he left dragging his sister away from the scene.

When they were gone, the corridor went silent, the only sound that was audible, was Yeong's crying and sobs.

"Why?! Why couldn't I just die?!" Her voice cracked when she screamed out.

There wasn't much to do then let her cry out. "What happened?" Jin managed to ask after a couple of minutes of silence. "I can't remember..." She was still sobbing.

"I-I... I just wanted to end it. But somehow, my neighbours heard me. They heard my struggling and crying and broke in."

"Yeong... You promised us last time that you wouldn't do anything like that."

"What's the purpose of living anyway? I don't see the reason waking up in the morning anymore... Why can't I just end this pain?"

"Everything has its reasons. Don't see this as the end, because everything is going to be okay in the end. If it's not okay, this is not the end okay? Trust me."