Crazy Girl

12. Visitation

It's been a week since evaluation day, and now it's visiting day.

"Are you excited to see your boyfriend?" Stormer asked Marley.

"Yes I am actually. I haven't seen him since I left Charleston."

"I'm glad you guys get to finally see each other. I know you're excited!"

"I am! I just wish I could do more with him...You know?"

"You want to have sex with him?"

"Ew! Stormer, no! I want to kiss him and cuddle with him. But he's not allowed to stay here."

Marley said sighing.

"I wish Omari would come back.."

"I know it's hard for you Stormer. It'll get better and you will see him again."

"You're right. I've got to focus on my future if I ever wanna get out of this place."

"Is anyone coming to visit you today?"

"Nope. They don't care about me anymore. They dropped me off here and never looked back. I'm over it though."

"Damn.."

"How do you deal with what you did?"

"What do you mean Stormer?"

"My sister...She was a cutter. I'll never understand it. Help me understand please."

"The hardest part about dealing with what I've done is thinking about what's next. Sometimes thinking too much about what's happen to you in the past can affect you a lot. You can't live with it anymore. I cut because of the trauma I've been through. I didn't think anyone cared. Some times you feel so alone even when you're surrounded by people. Society is a madman run by inferior beings."

"I wonder if that's how she felt..My sister I mean. I wonder why she did it. I guess it was my fault."

"I wish I could tell you how she felt. I wish I could tell you what was going through her mind at that exact time, that exact second she decided to take her own life. It's not your fault, get that out of your head. It won't do you any good. It'll make you question everything from that moment on."

"Thanks Marley. You helped me understand. I don't think I would've thought of any of that if it weren't for you."

Just then someone knocked on the door.

"Come in!" Marley and Stormer said in unison.

Trevor walked inside laughing.

"Wassup guys?"

"You see a guy in here?" Marley asked sarcastically.

"Excuse me. I mean ladies." Trevor said winking.

Stormer got jealous but she didn't speak on it.

"What's up Trevor? Come sit down!" Stormer said hoping he'd sit next to her.

"I just came to say that the visitors should arrive any minute now so you guys can come and sit in the front and wait!"

Marley, Stormer, and Trevor walked out to the front to wait for their visitors to arrive.

"Is anyone coming coming to visit you guys?" Marley asked.

"Nope." Trevor said chuckling.

"They came once...Then stopped." Dasia said shrugging her shoulders.

"That's okay guys! I'll introduce you all to Jacob! He's my boyfriend."

Trevor got mad but didn't act on his anger. He just clenched his jaw and rolled his eyes.