Adopted by Fall Out Boy

Chapter 4 : Somewhere in Neverland

~~Memories/NightMare~~

I'm in a hospital room. I hate hospitals, too boring and too deathy for me. My mom is on the hospital bed, she calls me over. I try look at her, but struggle because I'm 3. Daddy helps me up onto the bed and she hugs me, and tells me and my dad she loves us.

She's beautiful even if she's battling cancer. Her hair was a golden blonde color, but now she's bald. She has really pretty brown eyes. And I love her because she's my mommy.

"Baby girl, listen to daddy when I'm gone, okay?" She says softly.
"Where are you going, momma?" "Heaven." She replies. "But I don't want you to go, I want you to stay here with me and daddy." I say tearing up. "Oh sweetie, I will be watching over you, ok." She says. She brings me into her arms. Then daddy wraps us both in his arms. We're in a big family hug.

"I love you." She tells him. He has tears in his eyes. "I love you too." He says. They kiss and I fake gag. They chuckle at me, but mommy struggles. "This is for you." She says putting a locket around my neck. "Thank you." I say. She smiles at me then lays back down on her bed. She takes a deep breath then I hear a long beep.

I look at mommy and she's sleeping. Daddy is crying. He pulls me into a hug as doctors come in and start to take mommy out. "No! No! Mommy!" I scream trying to get out. But I fail and hold onto daddy, afraid he'll disappear if I let go.

Then the scene changes and I'm 5 and with daddy. He's in a tent, putting on his army gear. "Daddy, where are we?" I ask him. He doesn't say anything. Can he hear me? I ask him again, still no response. He picks up his gun and walks toward me. He walks straight through me and out of the tent. He stands with his sergeant who tells him what to do. He's going on mission. He's heading to the spot when a whistling sound starts. It ends with an explosion, pretty close by.

Two kids, a 5 year old girl and a 8 year old boy, are a couple feet away. Another whistling sound occurs and daddy runs to the kids. I run after until an invisible force hold me back. He throws himself over the kids right as the bomb goes off. All I can do is scream, cry and bang on the force, as my dad is laying on the ground. Dead.

The kids thank him, even though he can't hear them, and run to their mother, who seems to have lost them in the first explosion. She quietly thanks my dad for saving her kids, then runs to shelter.

The force finally lets me through, I run over to the body. My tears going through his body. I hold his bloody hand, as best as I can. I look at him: his candy apple green eyes open, his brown hair dripping blood. He is extremely bloody but I don't care.

Then the scene changes again. This time I'm 9 and in the basement of my aunt and uncle's house. There I am tied to a pole and one by one, my uncle shoots everyone that I love.

Andy, Pete, Joe, Patrick, Uncle Jack, Uncle Alex, Uncle Rian, Uncle Zack, Vic, Tony, Jaime, Mike, Kellin, Gabe, Justin, Jack, Nick, Brendon, Dallon, Kenny, Dan, Mom, Dad.

"This is all your fault." My aunt yells at me. "If you had never been born, your mother and all of these people would be alive." She screams at me. I'm still in sobbing as, basically, my entire family is dead. All because of me.

"Parker!" She says but it doesn't sound like her. "Parker! Wake up!"

I bolt up, sweating, to see Andy with a concerned look on his face. He opens his arms and I go into them without hesitation. I sob into his shirt. It seemed so real. He softly sings Jet Pack Blues until I calm down, I slowly calm my breathing with the occasional hiccup.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" He asks after he finishes singing. I nod and tell him, "First I saw my mom die, then my dad and I couldn't do anything about it, then I saw you and some more people get killed in front of me. And my aunt was telling me that it was all my fault and that I should've never been born."