Jay p.o.v
My life is a living hell right now. My step father abuses me and rapes me every day when my mom's not home. He calls me slut, hoe, trick, and bitch. My mother is just useless. Before that man came into her life, she had always care about us. Now its all about Raphael. She only buys stuff for him and just buys me and my brother pencils. My brother is the same age as me, 18. I go to Lake Middleton High. I really don't talk to people except my three girls Violet, Jaleaya, and my friend who is a boy Dre. I really don't wear artsy clothes anymore. Ever since I was first raped I stopped wearing fancy clothes cause I feel dirty. Then there's a a little popular clique called 3Ds. Daveon is in that group. He's so sexy. He is brown-skinned and has a MEGA deep voice. He's tall and has braids. He dates the most popular girl in school. His twin brother is in the group too. When I would see him or he would see me he says, " Aye rag doll! Nice mop hair you bitch!" Everybody would start laughing. Daveon would push me to the walls and call me a dirty ass rag. But he's so cute.
"BITCH GET YOUR UGLY ASS UP AND GET READY FOR SCHOOL!!" Raphael, my mama's boyfriend said
"Ok I'm up now."
"You ain't moving fast enough for me little hoe."
:"Can you just calm down?!?"
I feel a sting to the face. He grabs me by my neck trying to take all the air out of me. He throws me to the wall and pins me down.
"Now you listen here slut. Don't ever talk to me like that again or I will knock your ass out again. You hear me?!?"
*Gulps*"Yes" I say in fear
"Good now get your dirty ass in the shower.You have 5 minutes. GO!"
He lets me go and I run to the bathroom. I look in the mirror. I have 3 scars on my neck and one red spot on my face. He loves to abuse me, but don't abuse my mother. I lock the door and get into the shower. I hear a door opening. I see Raphael looking at me and taking off his clothes. He opens the shower door and walks in. He grabs my waist and starts kissing my neck roughly.
"Damn bitch. You are really growing up now. You have the most sexiest body I've ever seen baby."
I look at the wall, praying that he don't rape me again. He turns me around and grabs my face. He bites his lip and look down at my body. I can't do anything. He's control over me.
"Today is the day Jalaya you know the routine hoe"
:"Please not today!! II'm sore"
"Bitch you are gonna do what I say or I will kill you! Now bend it over!!"
I start to cry. I did as he told me to do...
........
10 minutes later I get out of the shower feeling dirty and sore as always. I get dress and walk downstairs hurting. I see my brother Neil and my mother eating. I see Raphael kissing her neck.
"Good morning baby. Ready for another day of school?"
"No. Mom can you take me to school this time?"
"No not today. Let my boo take you".
"What!! No! You know what, forget it. I'll walk"
"I won't let you walk by yourself. I'll walk with you to school sis" my twin Neil says smiling at me.
"Thanks Neily"
"Baby where is my food?" Raphael says.
"Up your ass..." Neil yells out
YOU ARE READING
Bully with feelings
Genç KurguJalaya's life been hell ever since she was in the 6th grade. Her step-father rapes and abuses her. Her mother only believes in her husband except for Jalaya and her son, Neil. She also get bullied in school by a guy name Daveon which she is in love...
