Bully with feelings

Don't cry

Jay p.o.v

Like I said, he's gonna keep bullying me till I get really depressed. I should just run away. Nobody loves me, even my mom doesn't care I doubt if God does. I start crying in my room. I cry till I fall asleep again.

Daveon p.o.v Sunday 8 pm

I wake up on the couch feeling a bit better. I look at the stairs and see Jalaya jump and goes back up the stairs. I sigh

: Jay?

She stops and looks at me. Her eyes are puffy and her face is red. I know it's because of me. I feel stupid.

: Come here

She slowly walks down the stairs shaking. She walks in front of me looking down.

: Sit by me I wanna talk to you for a minute

She sighs and sits next to me. She doesn't even look at me she looks at the floor.

: Look about what I said I(GCO)

Jay: Save your breath. I know you don't want me here so just say it. Imma hoe, trick, slut, tramp and a worthless piece of shit and will never get a boyfriend.

She starts crying onto her hands. My heart hurts now. Seeing her like this just wrecks me. Everything I've done to her, hurt her, abuse her spiritually and calling her bad names.

Jay: I know that you want my ugly ass to leave and I know you hate my guts.... Don't worry I want to leave here too because I'm already hurting now. I don't want to stay in a house that I'm not wanted. I don't want to stay here because all you will do is hurt me and make me worse. You want me dead I guess and I know that you want me to kill myself. I just know....

She starts sobbing. I feel my heart aching from everything she just said. I never meant any of those things I just wanted to have fun. I lift up her chin and wipe her tears away.

: Look jay, from the bottom of my heart , I'm deeply sorry for hurting you throughout the years. I just wasn't thinking clearly. I never wanted to hurt you I just wanted to have fun. I don't want you to leave or kill yourself. If you do, I-I would have half of my heart missing because...you deserve to live not die from my words. I'm sorry for treating you like shit. I want you to stay here. Please don't run away I'm begging you. I really enjoy you cheering me up in the hospital and seeing me. I know it looks like I have no feelings, but I do. I feel stupid for bullying and I pushing you around. I apologize for calling you hoe and rago. I never meant none of it. I-I really want you to stay. I promise I won't hurt you while you're here. I'll make you feel good I promise just please don't leave. I want you here.

Every word I said I meant. She looks at me and her cheeks starts turning red. I chuckle and grab her hand and start stroking it. She moves it away

Jay: But at school, you are just gonna bully me so you can look good in front of your friends right? Be pushing me onto the lockers and just doing like you alway do....bully.

: Jay I promise I won't bully you at school I promise you. Please just give me another chance to make this right.

I look deeply into her eyes. Through her eyes is see hurt and confusion.

: I know it's gonna take you a while to trust me but I promise.

I start stroking her hand again. She sighs and gives me a smile. Aww!! Damn she trying to make me screw her ass up!! Haaaa!

Jay: Ok...but if you fvck up....I'm leaving for good got me?

: I do

Jay: Everything you said.....was true?

: Haha yea

I flash a smile at her. She start chuckling and blushing.

: Haha you blushing.

Jay: Whatever little man

I laugh and she flashes the most beautiful smile I have ever seen!! I feel my cheeks burning. I see Antwan, Neil walking down the stairs. Aaron (little brother) and  Neil walks up to us.

Neil: Good-morning sis

Jay: Good morning. Where's Trina.??

Neil: Still sleeping.

Neil looks at me and roll his eyes.

Neil: Morning Bully.

Ouch!!

: Morning Neil...

Aaron: Morning peeps! Im going to my homies house! See y'all later

He runs out fully dressed. Antwan runs to me and slaps me. Random. Jalaya giggles.

: Nigga?

Antwan: You forgot to put the thing on!!

: Oh yea ill do it later.

Jay: Guys imma take a little walk.

She gets up and walks out of the door.

Neil: Do you like my sister?

What?!? I mean I do I just don't want him to know....yet

: What? No! Im just being nice to her that's all

Neil: You sure?

Antwan: Yea because you guys have a good chemistry.

: We do?

Neil: Yea a lot

: Aye y'all ill be right back.

I get up and get my jacket and walk out of the house. I see Jalaya by the stop sign. I run quickly next to her.