Confessions

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Jay p.o.v


He fucked up big time. I knew he never cared about me. I'm by the bus stop, waiting for this slow ass bus to come.

Chloe: Jay!!!

I turn and see her slowing down.

Chloe: Why did you run out like that? I was worried as hell and why didn't you answer your damn phone?!?! I thought you got kidnapped or something.

: I'm sorry Chloe. I just got so upset and just ran far away from Daveon. I don't ever wanna see him again.

I'm all out of tears right now. I sat at the bus stop and rubs my arm. Chloe sits next to me and rubs my back.

Chloe: Come on Jay. You know you don't mean that.

:No I'm serious this time! He fucked me up too many times. But tonight, was the last straw. I knew that he never cared about me or my feelings! Everything he told me was a lie. I can't believe I trusted him, wait, WHY? He's been bullying me for years I don't know why I ended up trusting a nigga who abused me physically, mentally and emotionally. I'm going to his house, packing my things, and leaving. I can't anymore.

Chloe: What makes you think that he's lying about everything he told you? Jalaya, he's in love with you. If he didn't, he wouldn't have brought you into his house, saving you from Raphael, warning you about Malachi and etc. He is deeply sorry about the things he has done to you. I know he is because I be seeing it in his eyes. He cares a lot about you. If he didn't care, then why did Antwan texting me telling me that him and Daveon fought the boy because of what he said about you? Now Daveon's looking for you.

:Chloe...I just can't! I'm leaving and that's it.

She didn't respond. She just shook her head and waited with me for the bus. Ten minutes later, the bus stops for us. Thank you Lord! We both walk inside, pay and take our seats. I lay my head on the window, looking out at the lights from the fair. I sigh deeply and closes my eyes. Twinty minutes later, the bus stops in front of the twins house. We thank him and go to their front door. I knock like at least 20 times, and nobody answered the door. Damn -.-.

Chloe: Too bad Jay. We're gonna have to wait until one of them comes or their parents, which I doubt.

We see a jeep pulling up. I see Daveon and Antwan coming out with their clothes all ripped and stained with blood. Chloe runs to Antwan and messes with his face.

Chloe: Why df did y'all fight him?!? I hope y'all didn't kill him!

Antwan: No he'll be straight. We were looking because we left right before the officers came. My wrist kinda hurts tho.

Chloe: Awww my poor baby. Unlock the door.

Antwan spots me sitting on the steps. He walks slowly to me.

Antwan: Jalaya...I don't know what to say, but I'm sorry about all you heard. It wasn'tGCO...

:Just save it. It wasn't your fault. Can you please just unlock the door so I can pack?

He hesitated but then sigh and opens the door for me. He looks at me one more time with hurt in his eyes and he walks inside. Chloe pats my back and follows him. I see Daveon walking to me. I get up quickly and walk inside the house.

Daveon: Jay! Hold up!

I ignore him and run up the stairs as fast as I can. I hear him chasing after me. I see my room and run inside. Just before I closed it, he managed to get his foot stuck. I run to the closet and gets all my clothes n throw them right into my suitcase. He closes and locks the door behind him.

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