Bully with feelings

What is wrong with me?

Jalaya p.o.v

I admit I feel kinda better because Daveon cheered me up. We are now watching Friday and my phone is vibrating. I see Malachi calling me. My heart starts beating real fast. Daveon gets my phone and rejects the call. He goes and put Malachi on the block list

Daveon: Don't talk to him anymore. Alright rago?

: Ugh yes...

Daveon: Im just playing I mean Jalaya.

: Haha correct

He flashes a million dollar smile. I swear he's soo cute. He gets up and walks slowly to the fridge and gets a carton of ice. He walks back, sits and get one ice. He lifts his shirt. OMG DAMN!! HE'S SO RIPPED!! HE HAS A EIGHT PACK MY LORD!! He gets the ice and rubs it around his stomach. I start to get hot and just focus on the screen.

Gus: Daveon!!

Valerie: Put your shirt down!!

Jaelaya: Looks like jay is gonna pass out

Daveon: Haha really?

My cheeks start to turn red. He laughs and puts his shirt down. Damn -.-.

Trina: Im hungry for some reason

Antwan: I can cook y'all something if y'all want

Daveon: Hell yes!!

Gus: Fix some collard greens and rice

Darian: Fried chicken too!!

Anty: I meant roman noodles. Haha y'all thought!!

We all laugh and Daveon looks at me. I smile and he gives me a cute smile. Daveon is so nice...hold up. I think he is just doing this for a little then he gonna start bullying me again. I think imma stay away or avoid him. I look away with a sad face.

: Guys I'm tired. I think I'm gonna go to bed.

Daveon: Alright I'll show you the room aga(GCO).

: No!

He stops and looks at me worried

: Im fine by myself thank you.

I get up and walk upstairs to the room quickly. I walk in and fall right on the bed drifting off to sleep.

Daveon p.o.v

Gosh what did I do? I just wanted to help shit!! A few minutes later Gus,Valerie and her friends leave. Thank you!! Neil and Trina follow Antwan so he can show them where they are gonna be staying. I'm alone down here. I put another movie in and see Jalaya walking down the stairs looking sleeping. I get up and start walking to her. She freezes and looks to the ground.

: What's wrong?

She start shaking in fear.

Jay: Uh n-nothing. I'm j-just cold that's all.

Her head is still down. I cup her chin. Her eyes are beauty, her lips are just cute and her body is so right....I just want her badly. She backs up away from me quickly looking afraid.

: What?!?

Jay: D-don't touch me!!!

Who she getting smart with??

: First off, you are in my house I will touch you if I want to!! Got me hoe?? Just because you here doesn't mean imma be nice to you!! Keep talking smack in MY house. You gonna see yourself in major pain BITCH!!

She looks at me scared. I see tears about to fall from her eyes. Damn why did I say that? I really need to work on my temper. She shakes her head quickly.

Jay: Y-yea I hear you...

: Good now get away from me you slut!!

She runs back upstairs sobbing. My god what is wrong with me? I bully her almost 24/7 and plus her step father does damage as well like me. I shake my head and go back to my on the couch. Tomorrow is Sunday and we don't have school for a week. This is gonna be fun...