That night Phil didn't sleep, he couldn't. He was far too worried about Dan to even think about sleep. Dan was very close to his little brother, and since he lost him Phil wasn't sure what Dan might try, and he didn't want to find out.
All night Phil stayed up, peacefully watching Dan sleep. Ever so often he would wake up screaming and crying being for Kellin to come back home; even though he knows he won't. And it breaks phils heart.
That morning Dan woke up around 11:30am next to a Phil that looked exhausted. Dan felt a pang of guilt rush through his body. It was his fault Phil was up all night wasn't it? He slowly climbs out of the bed, careful not to wake up sleeping beauty. He feels disgusting so he decided to take a shower. Phil wouldn't mind.
Dan grabs a towel off phils chair and walks out the room and down the hall to the bathroom. He quietly locks the door behind him and starts the shower.
He puts on his favorite song, and probably the one song that describes how he feels.
"There was a time when I was alone Nowhere to go and no place to call home My only friend was the man in the moon And even sometimes he would go away, too Then one night, as I closed my eyes, I saw a shadow flying high He came to me with the sweetest smile Told me he wanted to talk for awhile He said, "Peter Pan. That's what they call me. I promise that you'll never be lonely." And ever since that day... I am a lost boy from Neverland Usually hanging out with Peter Pan And when we're bored we play in the woods Always on the run from Captain Hook "Run, run, lost boy," they say to me, "Away from all of reality." Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free He sprinkled me in pixie dust and told me to believe Believe in him and believe in me Together we will fly away in a cloud of green To your beautiful destiny As we soared above the town that never loved me I realized I finally had a family Soon enough we reached Neverland Peacefully my feet hit the sand And ever since that day... I am a lost boy from Neverland Usually hanging out with Peter Pan And when we're bored we play in the woods Always on the run from Captain Hook "Run, run, lost boy," they say to me, "Away from all of reality." Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free Peter Pan, Tinker Bell, Wendy Darling, Even Captain Hook. You are my perfect story book Neverland, I love you so, You are now my home sweet home Forever a lost boy at last And for always I will say... I am a lost boy from Neverland
Usually hanging out with Peter Pan And when we're bored we play in the woods Always on the run from Captain Hook "Run, run, lost boy," they say to me, "Away from all of reality." Neverland is home to lost boys like me And lost boys like me are free."After the song ended Dan carefully got out of the shower, feeling dizzy and weak. But he didn't care, the pain is his heart was almost unbearable. Dan had no clothes to wear so he wrapped the towel around his waist and walked back to the room Phil was in to try and find some clothes to wear.
When he opened the door Phil was sitting there on his phone, texting someone it seemed like. Dan gasped and blushed making Phil look up and do the same.
"I-I'm sorry! Did my music wake you up? I'm sorry I should've known." Dan rambled out, holding the towel right around his waist. Phil offered a sweet smile and chuckled. "No Dan don't worry, my alarm woke me up it wasn't you."
Dan nodded at him and they both stood there looking at the floor. Complete awkward silence.
After about 5 minutes of silence ph coughed "oh! Did you want some clothes?"
"Uh yeah that'd be great thanks." All of a sudden worry washed over dans face. "W-what time is it?"
Phil looked over at his alarm near the table, "11:14am why" Dan took the clothes from Phil, thanking him. "I-I need to go I'm sorry Phil I'll bring the clothes back to you whenever I see you again."
And before Phil could reply, Dan was rushing home because now, his dad is definitely going to kill him.
-
CLIFF HANGERsorry again for the wait
QOTD: favorite emoji?
AOTD:🙃
VOUS LISEZ
11:11 • phan
Fanfiction11:11pm "I wish my my life was easier. I wish I was happy. I wish my dad wasn't so mean. I wish my mom was still alive.-" 11:12pm "-I wish Philip Michael Lester loved me back." [Dans life was horrid. But he tried not to let it show at school. Read...