"The Way She Walked" A Calita fanfic

The Way She Walked

I watched with a burning pain in my heart. I watched her talk to Cassie, confused about who I was, and why I was following and staring at her. Cassie's look told me everything. She wanted to break up.
Of course.
I ran back to my room only to be greeted by Ben. Hooray. I have always hated Ben for hurting Elita, but since her mind was erased, he had become insufferable pest, like the itch you couldn't get rid of.
He could she the tears in my eyes, and smirked. "Did she FINALY realize how stupid you really are?" He asked me with a bitter tone.
I couldn't hide it. He had seen me when she died, a wreck, with thoughts of suicide to join her. I pulled out my fiskars siccors in a shade of sunset orange- Elita's favorite color. I sat on my blue bedspread, and targeted a vein with the siccors. Ben suddenly glanced over, although his eyes were full of sadness, and tears, just mine.
He sat down beside me, and pulled out his green xacto knife, and began to speak."Callan, I need to tell you something. I, I brain washed . I did it because she was in my way. You see, Callan" he told me as tears poured from his face. " I don't love her. I love you."
With that, he kissed me. I could tell he was passionate. But I was not. I never thought of Ben as more of a friend, if even that.
I was so mad at him, I threw him against the wall. If he didn't know I was as venomous as a mamba, he sure knew now. He crawled towards his cell phone, but before he could get there, I threw a lamp at him. Laughing as I went. But he didn't move.
I ran towards him. "BEN! WAKE UP BEN!" I yelled while violently shaking him. He was dead. And I was his murderer.
I grabbed my old adidas bag, and threw in my old sweatshirt Elita gave me, a water bottle, a picture of Elita and I, and 5 slim jims. I ran down the stairs, and ran into Mrs. Porter. " Callan! Hello! It has been a while! On your way to advanced Geometry, I suppose?"
I am not real big at lying myself, but I had to, to cause Elita less pain. "Of course!" I told her. " Well I'm glad you are so excited to learn, but please walk in the halls." I nodded, and watched her walk up to the boys dormitories. "Crap" I thought to myself. I had an estimated 10 minutes to escape the school before I was in high demand.
I suddenly stopped in my tracks. I saw Elita round the corner, her hips swaying as she walked. I had to do this for her. I promised myself that I would be back in 3 weeks. And with that I ran out of the doors. And I ran into the desert of Arizona.