God, I'm scared. Give me the courage to make this move. Father help me to provide for my family, my savior. Please let others understand that I don't need handouts, just a chance... an opportunity. I know you're the boss, help open employers' eyes to hire me so I can provide for my family. God, I beg you to lend them your ears so they can understand me and not make me feel like an outsider. God, let my grandparents see that I'm not just trouble, but a part of the family. God forgive me for forcing my parents to move out too soon, causing them to struggle. God, I beg you, don't let them take my family's house away.
God, thank you for showing me how to lean on love and not aggression. Lord make Trademark's music a success. I beg you to let my sisters meet God fearing men, not a dogs. God please provide so my friends can stop selling illegally. God let Madman finally come home from prison... six years is enough. God, thank you for looking out for me, keeping me from getting caught with the narcotics and alcohol in my car. Please forgive me for stealing from the pregnant woman on Mother's Day because I wanted to go to a strip club on molly. My lord, please show The Wyett brothers their worth. Father, thank you for forgiving me for the speak able and unspeakable.
God, thank you for providing a ride when the tow truck took my car. God help me be a success so I can give my parents the same opportunity they gave me. God please let Plug Daughter see how much I care about her. God help me make lifelong friends. My God, thank you for providing safe travels when I drove for three hours without my license for the cruise ship interview. God please give me my family back. God please help me find a good woman so I won't have to depend on escorts. My God please don't let me go bald. I beg you, let my mom see that I love her and not the money. God, thank you for keeping me disease free. God please allow me to wake up In
the morning because I take too many sleeping pills. My God, heal me from suffering from depression. Father, let my cousin meet someone. Father, thank you for helping me to build a strong relationship with my dad. God, thank you for showing me what my gift is. God, I know good things come to those who wait, but if I am doing your will please let me know. Finally, in your name Father allow The Last Gent to be a bestseller, as it was therapeutic. It's a true story and my family need the money.
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The Last Gent
Non-FictionPlease allow me to introduce my recently completed nonfiction book-The Last Gent-a memoir of my experiences as a young Trinidad immigrant man trying to be a true gentleman in today's sexually promiscuous and often very superficial world. My aim is t...