Letters I will never send...

Entry 4

Dear Kaleb,
Oh my, where do I even start..? I liked you before we ever met. I was the new girl once again and everyone was talking about Kaleb. Kaleb this, and Kaleb that, Kaleb, Kaleb, Kaleb. They made you seem so amazing. Such a remarkable person. I couldn't wait to meet you. When I heard I was going to your basketball game, I got excited. I straightened my hair and even put on a little bit of makeup (a rare occurrence) I couldn't wait. When the game was over you seemed so sweet and appreciative that we were there. Your sister came to hang out with my sister. That night after I had taken off the makeup, after my hair was put into a messy bun, after I had traded my adorable outfit for sweatpants and an old t-shirt, you showed up on my front step. Our parents talked and talked and talked and that night we had our first conversation. You asked me my favorite thing to do, I told you I love reading, and you know what you told me??? You told me I was boring. That should have made me mad for some reason I just liked you too much. And you broke my little heart over and over and over again. When we all played games at Carter's benefit, I was working but I played anyways cause you were there. My sister full out told our whole group that I like you and asked if you liked me... And I sat down just in time to hear "no I don't like her at all" thanks Kaleb.... Now like any stupid crush I eventually got over you, but then a year and a half later I find out I'm moving again. We go on our last big trip and on the way home you text me. I was so confused cause we weren't friends, we didn't hate each other but we were never close. But you said that you wanted the be my friend and for some stupid reason I believed you. We texted for hours every day. Seven hours of straight conversations. I was so happy you said that you would miss me so much. Then came our last day. You hugged my little brother (you were buddies), you hugged my parents, you hugged Jess (you always played sports together), and then you hugged me. That hug lasted longer than we all thought it would. I was so glad you were my friend. And then we left and the texts became fewer. And fewer. And then stopped. And then my sister told me. You told everyone that I was so annoying and I always would text you first and you only answered to not be rude. Well I am a extremely paranoid person so it takes a lot for me to text first and I know that I never did, not that I would have needed to cause you were always texting me. So I saw the real you, you are a selfish, arrogant, conceited jerk. Now when I see you I get ignored, but that's ok because your attention isn't worth it anyways. Have a nice life.
-- Luna
(I just realized how depressing these all are)