Letters I will never send...

Entry 10

Dear Freakishly Tall Dork,
Last night we were texting and I said that it amazes me that you are always so positive... I don't even want to wake up in the morning. You thought I was talking about suicide and even though I wasn't, you made me promise you that I would never talk about that much less consider it. What you didn't know is that I had a horrible day yesterday and i hate to admit this but many times during the day I wished I wasn't here. I wouldn't go as far as to say I wanted to kill myself but I that thought did cross my mind.. Thank you for being my little ray of dorky sunshine, you saved my life last night. I love you
~ Luna