Letters I will never send...

Entry 8

It breaks my heart to say this but I did it... I finally admitted the fact that you don't care anymore so I changed your contact name. That probably doesn't seem like a big deal but you've been "Shortie ✌🏼️" for three years now (even though you're now quite a bit taller than me). We used to text all day Everyday and I miss it. I miss the guy that all questioned my insecurities cause he saw nothing to be insecure about. The guy who always made me feel accepted and wanted. The guy I fell for only to be left broken hearted. And  even then I couldn't hate you and we still remained best friends. But then you met her. I don't blame her at all and I'm actually really glad you met her cause I'm sure she makes you really happy, but that gives you no right to do this. Just because you meet a girl that you really like doesn't mean you completely stop talking to the person you call your best friend. I never get a text, you forgot my birthday, it's like you erased me from your life. But even now I can't hate you. I just miss the guy I used to know.