Love is a waste of time

Ch 15

N saw Manik kissing Soha, her eyes got teary
M saw her he soo wanted to go and embrace her but alas.....
He just left from their to music room
M scream: aahhhaaaa...... Piddi why do you effect me so much kyu tumhare aakho mein ek karta aasu bhi mujhe manjoor nahi, aur aab dekho mein hi tumhari tears ka reason ban raha hu but mein kya karu tumhe apni andheri duniya mein aane nahi de sakta....
Fab4 came in music room
A: Manik you ok
M: hummm i fine
Mu just hugg him tight,
Mu: I am sorry Manik sab meri wajha se hua and she start crying
M: sshh.... Mukti kuch nahi hua mein hu nah I will never let anything happen to out family
Rest of them also hugg them....

N ran crying to driver and ask him to drop her home
N pov
Kyu mujhe itna dard ho raha hai jab meine Manik ko Soha ko kiss karte dekha, yeah uski life hai woh kuch bhi kar sakta hai. Par mujhe kyu itna farak padta hai, mein kyu usse hamesha apne pass rakhna chahati hu, kyu uski baho mein mujhe sukun milta hai, kyu mein usse kissi aur k sath nahi dekh sakti, kya isse pyar khete hai kya mein usse py..... Nahi nahi mein kisi se pyar nahi kar sakti , agar Manik ko mera aateet pata chal Gaya toh gheen karega mujhse, nahi mein kabhi usko apne aateet k bare nahi bata sakti, mein apne aateet k panne mere aaj par nahi padne de sakti.... She rub her tears harshly..... She see ghungru in cupboard...... And remember Manik's word not to wear them ever... She hold ghungru
N: sayad yahi meri kismat aur meri aaukad hai.... She ties ghungru in her legs.....

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak
Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn (x2)

She released her tensed body in flow of music, her face carry anger, jealousy and the feeling from which she wanted to run away

Re khat-khat haan khat-khat
Baaje dastak woh na ab tak aaya
Re tab se haan tab se
Haan dekhe raahein
Ki ab tu khol baahein aaja
Umad-ghumad ghumein
Re machle re mora mann
Goonje re baalam ke bol

She dance so fluently with the beat of music, she remembers to first day when Manik grab her neck in anger.... And then she remembers his promise that he will always protect her from every evil

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

She thinks about the happy days when he made her eat food, make her sleep and fulfill all her wishes and tolerate all her tantrums

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak
Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

She remembers the 3 days which were awful without him. When he have to go to Delhi for meeting....  She remembers when he came back after 3 days it feels she got her life back... She start breathing again

Leeli lemdi re
Leelo nagarvel no chhod
Parbhu parodh na re
Maar gher uttaara karta jaao
Utaaro nahi karun re
Maar gher Sita juve vaat
Sita ekla re
Juve ram-lakhman ni vaat

She remembers the gifts which he bought for her, the embarrassment which they both face when realized what gift actually was....

O pal-pal re pal-pal beet'ta jal-jal
Naach ab chal aaja
Re tharr-tharr tharr-tharr
Haan kaanpe tharr-tharr
Haan darr darr jee se darr ab na na
Baagon mein bola, bola re bola
Morey badla re dil ka bhoogol

She remembers how possessive he became when she was shopping, making sure none of her body parts were revealed.... She remembers how much scared he got when she was not picking her call....

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn

She remembers the promise he made that he will be with her in every step to fulfill her dream

Hey dhin tadaak dhin tadaak
Aaja ud ke saraat
Pairon se bedi zara khol

Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhum dhaayn
Nagada sang dhol baaje, dhol baaje
Dhaayn dhaayn dhaayn dhum dhaayn (x2)

She remembers how nervous he was in her first day of college as if it's his first day, how they seal promise, the change of his behavior in College....

Leeli lemdi re
Leelo nagarvel no chhod
Parbhu parodh na re
Maar gher uttaara karta jaao
Utaaro nahi karun re
Maar gher Sita juve vaat
Sita ekla re
Juve ram-lakhman ni vaat

Hey.... ho dhol baaje!

At last she remembers the moment which broke her heart in million pieces Manik kissing Soha infront of all.... She was dancing and thinking all, all the ghungru beats were broken they all were spread all around the ground, he feets were bleeding very badly but still she was not feeling pain because the pain in her heart was much more then pain of feets.... At last she fall down and scream
N screamed: because I love you lambu !!! I love you !!! It hurts to see you with Someone else.... And she starts crying more......

M came running home
M: Mary aunt nandini ne kuch khaya
Mary: nahi baba ji college k aane k baad se baby ji apne kamre mein hi hai meine unhe bulaya par unhone meri baat hi nahi suni...
M ran toward her room, the view infront of him was enough to break his heart in million pieces..... The ghungru beats were spread all over ground, white tiles were red by her blood, her feets were still bleeding, she was lying on floor lifeless, her eyes were puffy by constant crying due to tiredness she slept in floor only. M slowly carry her in his arms and laid her in bed, he was cleaning her feet due to which N woke up, seeing him cleaning her wounds she jerk her legs....
N: Kaun ho tum? Kya chahate ho mujhse?
M try to calm her down
N: hath Matt lagao mujhe, issi hath se chua tha na uss Soha ko, M tried to hold her but she was constantly slapping his chest and pushing him back...
N: go away hath Matt lagao mujhe jao ussi ko kiss karo..... Finding no other way Manik pulled her close and placed his lips on her.... No movement, no licking, no bitting, he just placed his lips on hers, the moment was blissful..... He broke the kiss and cupped her face
M: I am sorry piddi par mujhe woh karna pada, tumhari safety k liye tum kuch nahi janti mere bare mein, mere bhaut sare dushman hai jo bas ek mauka dhoond te hai mujhe chot pahuchane k liye, mere apne ko chot pahuchane k liye, aur tumhe ek kharoch bhi aaye yeah bar dash nahi hai mujhe
N: par Soha tumhari girl friend hai
M: nahi woh kuch nahi lagti meri
N: par usne bola Ki woh tumhari girl friend hai
M: bharosa karti ho mujh par
N: khud se jyada
M: toh bas kuch aur mat pucho jab waqt aayega mein sab kuch bata dunga..... Abhi mujhe tumhari chot saaf karne do... Tumne Phir se dance kiya nah
N bit her lips: woh woh hah tumne gussa kyu dilaya...
M: toh meri piddi abhi gussa hai
N: haa
M: toh lambu ko piddi ko manana padega
N bobbed her head yes.....

Aab Manik kaise manayega apni piddi ko?