Love is a waste of time

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M carry nandini in his arms and put her in bed.......
M cupped her face: piddi meri aakho mein dekho you are the most purest girl I have ever seen.....
N whispers: Ganda kar diya mujhe, she rub her neck, her arms her face try to remove his touch... Ganda kar diya.... She was getting out of control.....
M shout: chup ek dam chup he again cupped her face and give a feature kiss on her forehead.... Kuch nahi hua hai mein hu....
M give feather kisses in her neck, face and arms......
M: dekho meine uske touch ko mita diya....
N crashed in his arms and start crying, M also hugged her tight.....

Suddenly nandini realize Manik's word and she pushed him.... M shocked with her reaction
N: tumhe toh yahi lagta hoga it's all my fault meine Harshad ko bulaya hoga, come and rape me.... According to you bar dancers sell themselves for one night right
M: I am sorry woh misunderstanding ho gai thi
N crying: why it's always you har baar tumhe hi kyu misunderstanding Hoti hai
M try to hold nandini but she didn't let him touch her
N crying: aab kyu aaye ho mere pass you only said nah I am a bar dancer logo k sath rate guzarti hu, I am a characterless girl
M was also crying: please piddi iss bar maaf karde
N: you don't trust me enough Manik ... Kya rishta hai hamara jane do mujhe.. I don't want your sympathy anymore
M hold her hand: piddi tu mera HUMDARD hai
N: Manik HUMDARD ko dard diya nahi usse dard bata jata hai. Kaun si aise baat hai jisse mein abb bhi anjaan hu.....
M: tum sach Janna chahati ho nah kyu mein nafrat karta hu aurato se, kyu mujhe nafrat hai pyar sabdh se sab bataunga bass mujhe chod kar kabhi mat jaa
N hugged M: mein tumhara humdard banna chahati hu.... Tumhara sara dard lena chahati hu
M close his eyes: mere zindagi ka sabse bada sach ek kadwa sach..... Mujhe nahi pata mera baap Kaun hai
N confused
M: nahi samjhi mein ek ran** ka beta hu
N shocked
M: mujhe toh kya meri maa ko bhi nahi pata mera baap Kaun hai, kothe mein paida hua tha mein, meri maa toh mujhe apne pet mein hi maar dena chahati thi.... Jaise jaise bada hota gaya har jagha sirf jism ka Mela dekha..... Phele phele kuch samajh nahi aata tha par jab bada hota Gaya tab samajh mein aaya duniya sirf paiso se chalti hai, Aur pyar sirf jism se hota hai..... Meri maa ne mujhe kabhi apna dudh nahi pilaya jab mein Rota tha tab vo kisi k sath apna bistar garam kar rahi Hoti, Phir Cabir mila woh bhi meri tarah hai usse bhi nahi pata uska baap Kaun hai. Ek baat pakki thi mein apni maa Ki tarah kabhi nahi banna chahata tha woh chahati thi Ki uske baad mein dhanda sambhalu..... Ek din meine aur Cabir ne soch liya Ki uss nark se nikal k rahenge.... Aur hum waha se bhaag aaye..... Mhenat ki Aur apna empire khada kiya..... Aaj paiso Ki koi kami nahi hai, Aur aurate aati jati hai, bachpan se sirf aurato ko paiso k aage pair failate dekha hai, socho kaisa lagta hota ek chote se bacche ko hisne apni maa ko har dusare din alag alag aadami k sath dekha ho, Thoda paisa muh mein Dalo apne pair khud khol leti hai..... Phir tum zindagi mein aai pheli baar kisi Ko dekh kar laga Ki mera apna bhi koi ho sakta hai, meri zindagi mein bhi khushiya aa sakti hai, tujhe kuch ho jaye iss khawb se bhi daar lagta hai, tujhe koi chuye bardash nahi hota... Tujhe puri duniya k nazar k chupana chahata hu, Par yeah pyar nahi hai nahi karta pyar tujhse, mein kisi se pyar nahi karta...

After hearing Manik's past Nandini's eyes became teary, hearing him saying he don't love her, her heart prick but still she composed...
N hugged M tight
M: haar chuka hu mein ladte ladte apne vajoot se, apne hi khoon se, jisse yeah bhi na pata ho uska baap Kaun hai, najayaz hu mein.... Thak gaya hu aram karna chahata hu.... M put his head on her lap.....
N: let me heal you Manik
M look at her eyes, N decrease the gap and was about to kiss him but Manik pushed him
M: dur rhe mujhse ganda khoon hu mein, tujhe bhi ganda kar dunga.....
N again hug him: tujh mein fanah hona chahati hu
M turned and slammed his lips on hers he was kissing her wildly her lips starts bleeding.... M saw it and again push it
M: dekh tujhe Phir se dard de diya dur rhe aag hu mein jal jayegi
N: tera diya har dard mujhe manjoor hai, Teri chav mein jalna bhi mujhe manjoor hai.... N was coming close to him and cupping her cheek and joined her forehead
N was constantly crying Manik tears were also flowing
M: mein tujhe dard nahi dena chahata rok le mujhe aab nahi Roka toh khud ko rok nahi paunga....
N took his hand and placed it near her heart
N: pheli baar iss dil ne kisi pe bharosa kiya hai Aur mein janti hu tum mujhe kabhi hurt nahi kar sakta.....
M just pulled her and hugged her tight
N: let me heal you Manik....
N break the hugg and kissed his forehead (with every kiss she promise)
Forehead kiss: aaj se abhi se tum akele nahi ho, jaha dekhoge sirf mujhe hi paoge
Kiss eyes: aaj se inn aakho mein sirf khushiya chalkengi.....
Kiss his nose: aaj se no gussa
Kiss his cheeks: aaj se apne aap ko kabhi ganda nahi bologe.....
M open his eyes and felt blessed to see his piddi with so much loved...... N slammed her lips on his, and start nibbling his lips.... The kiss was slow yet full of passion..... M clutch her waist tight, and nandini hands were ruffling his hairs, M pulled her up and N lock her legs on his waist.....
M take her to bed and laid her down.... M was looking at her intensely..... N blush and turned
M: if you are not comfortable..... N turned back and got up in bed, she placed her fingers on his shirt button......
N: I am most comfortable and safe in your arms.... She open his shirt and threw somewhere in corner..... She cares his chest with the her hands..... She placed a long wet kiss near his heart......
N again place her lips on his, this time nandini took the charge and kissed him hard..... In between the kiss her hands reach on his pants zip, she was struggling on opening it, M helps her out and get rid of his pants.... M make N laid him down and hopped over her..... He start kissing her neck and giving love bites.....
N morn: ummm.... Aaahhh.....
M pulled down her straps and took of her top.... He came down on her stomach all time caressing her stomach pinching and massaging her tummy.... He get rid of her lower..... She was only their in her innings..... M kissed near her tighs..... And kissed on her cl*** above her fabric.... All time nandini was morning unable to Handel his teasing......
M came back on top.... He put his hands on hook of her bra.....
M: piddi open your eyes
N open her eyes, M look at her asking permission N just blink her eyes in approval.... M saw the dark blue marks given by Harshad he lightly cares it with his hands and give feather like kisses on her boo**
N knew he never got his mom's milk so he want to get hard on her boo** but is controlling himself.....
N put her hands and his hairs and pushed more and more inside her chest..... M loose control and start bitting and nibbling her boo** he was giving equal attention to both..... N was in pain and pleasure both..... She was letting him do whatever he wanted.....
N morn: harder manik ummmm..... Aajhhhhaaaa......
M was soaking all milk from her boo** whereas his hands were busy pressing and massaging his other boo**
He came back to her neck and gave many bites....
N flip the position and came on top of him, and start kissing his boo** nibbling his nipples.... M groan..... N kissed his neck and gave him some bites.... She came down to his abdominal and start kissing him their.... She slowly put her hands on his boxer and got rid of it.... She slowly placed her hands on his di** and start caressing in lightly.... M groans and flip their position and took of her pant*** .... And start caressing her cli** with his hands
N: ummm...... Hummmm..... M kissed on her cli** and blow some air.... It was creating havoc inside her..... M start kissing her cli** more harder.....
N morn: manikkk....
M: hummmm....
N: please......
M: kya hua piddi.....
N morn: I want you ummm..... Aahhhaaa..... I want you inside me now......
M: phele dard hoga but I will try to be gentle
He slowly enter his one finger and nandini morn to the loudest...... Tears were flowing from her tears, to shh her scream Manik take her lips on his......
He slowly did in and out of his fingers, when she found her fully wet he took out his finger....
M: ready piddi
N close her eyes: hummmm
M: I want you too see what I do I want you to feel it.... M put his dic* on the opening of her cl***..... He slowly enters her earnings the loudest scream...... He enter her but he gave her time to adjust.....
M caressing her back: loose it piddi don't hold it..... Breath normal..... Tears were running down..... After a while nandini was normal M tried to move but N hugged him tight.....
M: bhaut dard ho raha hai let me come out.... He was about to come out but nandini hold him....  And kissed him in between the kiss M did in and out, N got adjusted to his size now it was giving her pleasure....
N morn: harder ummmm..... More harder....
M start thrusting harder with every stroke....
N: deeper ummm aashhh aaa,....
M entered down deeper her.... After almost 3 hrs of wild love making, M came out and laid beside her, she was shivering M took her in his arms and cares her back....
M: ssshhh......  Thank you for trusting me and
Kissed her forehead
N kissed his heart: thank you for making me complete
N thinks: janti hu tum pyar nahi karte par intazar karungi uss din ka Jab tum aaoge Aur kahoge Ki tumheq bhi mujhse pyar hai.... I love you Manik I love you
N again came on top of him....
N: I want to get connected to you tonight in every way
M: abhi bhaut ho haya you will get sore....
N herself position them and make him enter her..... Both were hugging each other tight, N was still on top of him, both were still connected in every way possible....