Double Mistake

Chapter 3: She's a Fighter

I couldn't sleep and by the looks of it neither could Grayson, he just laid there in the bed beside my limb body. I just watched his emotions as he sat there listening to the tv and my heart monitor, and he then had a tear roll down his cheek. "It should've been me." He mumbled. "Baby please don't say that." I said even though I knew he couldn't hear me. Then the monitor stopped and held a long beep, Grayson sat straight up and yelled for the nurse. "Some body help!" He shouted jumping out of the bed and into the hall way. The nurse came runnin in with a few others and they shoved Grayson out, then they started to use the defibrillator. My back arched up and came back down, they did this five times and no pulse. The doctors all looked like they were about to give up, "death time-" the nurse said. "No don't give up! Keep trying PLEASE!" Grayson begged bawling in the hallway with Ethan holding him. "We can't do anything more-" the doctor said. Then the nurse that takes care of me grabbed what looked like an giant needle and stabbed it into my chest where my heart is with all her might, and injected it into my limb dead body. "We can't do anything more!" The doctor yelled at the nurse, then they all began to write down information on my death on a clipboard. "Noooo!" Grayson cried into Ethan's shoulder, Ethan cried into his now. Then I saw my mom walk around the corner an try to get in y room but the doctors stopped her. "That's my baby! FIX MY BABY!" She screamed. "Mam' she's gone we can't do anything." The doctor said. No I can't die infront of my mom or Grayson. No I can't, come on. "Come on me! FIGHT COME ON!" I screamed at my body I was hitting my body but of course nothing was happening. I laid on the bed where my body is, and I kept repeating. "I'm here wake up! I'm here wake up! I'm here wake up!!!-" I screamed and then the monitor went off. 'Beep beep beep' The doctors all looked at each other and then they let my mom in along with Grayson.

I sat beside Grayson in the chair beside my bed, my mom sat across the room. "So your Grayson?" She asked. "Yea I'm the luck guy." He said. "I can't see that by the rings, I'm very thankful that you and your brother along with the rest have helped my daughter. I just couldn't stand her being hit at home, she always wanted to be the hero. To save others. To protect. She always said that she wants to be a police officer and then the SRU so she could make things right for people, then what she said was that if she died it would be better on the job than regularly dying in the hospital. Because she would've died trying. And doing what she knows that's right." My mom said. Grayson had a tear roll down his face, but he didn't wipe it away. "When I met her it was in one of the worst ways, but I saved her. Multiple times. And now she's like this, I can't even hold her because I'm scared I'll kill her. She's so limb and fragile. I just- I wish it was me instead, I love her so much. I need her in my life!" He said crying. "Sweat Heart you can't blame yourself for any of this, you couldn't of done anything to stop it. And you need to get some sleep Hun, it's what she would want." My mom said. "No. I'm stayin here." Grayson said. "Honey listen when she wake-" my mom said. "No I'm staying it's my decision, she needs me." Grayson said. "I know what to do, I know more than you do Grayson." She said. "Oh so you know about the times she tried to kill herself because she thought it's all her fault, the times that she kissed me and told me she loves me. And I sure in the hell know that you don't know about the baby." Grayson snapped. "What?" My mom asked shocked. "Yea she was pregnant, she didn't know until a few days earlier before your fucked up husband shot her. The baby is dead now, you could've held him off longer. For the sake of your own daughter. I'm in love with her! I need her!" Grayson said getting worked up. "Bro come on it's time to chill." Ethan said comin in and trying to calm Grayson down. "I'm sorry I guess you're right." My mom said. "Did you know that your husband took a video of your daughters first time with me? Her first time! He took a video! And yet I bet you're still wanting him to come home from prison." Grayson snapped. "Grayson STOP!" Ethan snapped. "This is your girlfriends mother, have some fucking respect and control yourself. Don't take your anger out on other people, if you want to help get Mackenzie through this then you have to work with others." Ethan said. "Ok, I'm sorry." Grayson said to my mom. "No I am." She said.

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Authors note: Hey guys I hope you like the book, I'm working hard on it. Make sure you comment what you think! Pls and thank you!

-Mack