Double Mistake

Chapter 21: Whats going on!

Ethan was fast asleep, i haven't been able to sleep recently I have too much on my mind. I'm trying to piece together everything that's been going on lately, Grayson being a total dick today, Ethan hiding something, Grayson keeping secrets, I don't know what's going on. I slipped out of bed and went to the balcony again, I just need air. Then I realized something the pictures on Grayson phone may be the key to all this, he was hiding something from me on there. And I just need his thumb print to get into his phone, mission is a go! I got up and walked to Grayson's room, I opened his door to see him sitting on the edge of his bed. He didn't look up at me so I shut the door behind me and walked over and sat beside him. "You couldn't sleep either?" I asked, "not since what I did today." He sighed. "Grayson its fine." I sighed. "No it's not. Not anymore Mackenzie, I've been in the hospital for weeks after weeks by your side. I had to watch you die infront of me, you were cold, lifeless, and all I did was pray and beg to God that you'd be ok. I didn't sleep for days, I was by your side the whole time. And now. Now I'm your punching bag." He said clearly stressed and angry. "What do you mean punching bag?" I asked. "I've been trying so hard to keep things from you, the nurses words keep replaying in my head over and over again, 'don't let her know, it's better for her.' And your mother, she doesn't like me. Even though I took you in, I loved you, I cared for you, I held you when you cried, I rubbed your back when you couldn't sleep, I protected you, hell I fucking save your life so many times. And now all I can do is sit back and suffer, well I can't anymore Kenzie!" Grayson said, "Grayson I don't understand." I said looking at him, "I just wish I could forget you like you forgot me!" He snapped, my heart then broke. "Grayson stop yelling at me!" I screamed. "Everything I've been doing was for you! I've been so selfless and all you've been is selfish, I can't fucking do this anymore!" Grayson yelled. "Grayson I don't know, I'm sorry! I'm so fucking sorry I forgot you, I've been up every single god damn fucking night asking myself what I can do to fix this!" I said standing up and going to walk away, but he grabbed my hand. "I'm going to go to bed." I said pulling away and then walking back to Ethan's room. What the fuck is he talking about, I don't understand any of this. Sharp pains began to go through my head, but no memories.

It's been about two hours since Grayson and I fought, it really late at night. I'm going to go get into his phone because I still can't sleep, I slipped out of bed and went to Grayson's door. I opened it and found him sleeping, I closed the door behind me. I walked over to his nightstand and grabbed his phone, I then grabbed his thumb very gently so I didn't wake him. I put his thumb on the home button, and his phone unlocked. I went to the photos and saw a bunch of him and I laughing, making funny faces, and a bunch of cute things. Then I saw a photo of us from prom, we looked so happy. I looked happy. Then I kept scrolling, and a photo of Grayson and I kissing popped up. My heart sunk. Then there was a video, I clicked on it.
The video was being taped by Grayson, he was laying on the be beside me. "You said you weren't ticklish!" He laughed. "I'm not!" I giggled even more when he kept tickling me, then he leaned over and kissed me on the lips right infront of the camera. "I love you." He said, "I love you more." I smiled. Then the tape cut off. I had a tear roll down my cheek, I wiped it away. Then I saw another video, someone was taping me across this table. It looked like the one Ethan took me on a date at. I had a note in my hand and I was reading it, there was a rose and a candle on the table too. "Ever since I laid eyes on you I knew it was love, I am so lucky to have you." I said reading the note, but my voice cracked out and I started crying, "want me to read babe?" Grayson voice asked behind the camera. Grayson was the one who took me on that date. "Oh my gosh." I said and then dropped the phone making a loud noise.