Demi POV
I hadn't been to a party in a long time, and by that i mean a couple of months. I didn't really want to go but i felt really depressed so i had to distract myself from doing anything stupid. For the past week i hadn't cut and i wanted to try and stop myself for as long as possible.
I'd chosen a black skin tight dress to wear to the party long with a high pair of heels that i'd bought a few weeks ago. I looked in the mirror and stared at my body looking at all my flaws. It made me feel sick, and so i was sick.
A bottle of mouth wash sat on the shelf above the sink. I grabbed it and rinsed my mouth of the taste of vomit.
I quickly applied my make-up and made my way to the front door. My aunt had gone to a friends house, I lied to her, i told her i was staying at one of the girls house for the night. Well, i wasn't completely lying, i just missed out the main part of the story.
I walked outside and made my way to the cab i'd called for earlier on. I told the driver the address i'd been given by Abbie and we drove off until we got to the house. Music blared from inside, i gave the driver the money, got out and made my way to the house.
I knocked on the door and was answered by Abbie who looked drunk.
"Come in!" she slurred.
I took a step inside and walked over to where Sarah was.
"Hey" i said
"Hi Demi!" she screamed before greeting me with an unwanted hug. She was nice but i need my personal space, i only hug people who mean a lot to me.
Once she released her grip i took a small step back. Everybody looked wasted, i'd never really gotten drunk before.
"Do you want a drink?" she asked.
"Yeah" i said hesitantly.
I followed her into the kitchen and took one of the alcoholic drinks. It tasted pretty good. I felt so depressed that i ended up drinking three of the drinks.
Sarah and Abbie went down to the basement and called me down. After getting past the crowd of people i went down to see them sitting on a sofa with a bag in their hands. inside the bag was a white powder. I think it was cocaine.
"What are you doing with that?" i asked concerned.
"C'mon Demi it's just some fun, don't be a wuss." Abbie said.
"Nothing bad is going to happen" Sarah added handing the coke to another girl in the room.
I didn't want to do it, but the alcohol wasn't taking away the pain inside. Maybe this will, it was getting difficult to stay sane. Without my family, and friends the demons inside me took control.
"Okay" i said as they handed me the bag.
I looked down into the bag and took some out. I took the drug like everyone else did in the room. Then everything went fuzzy.
It wasn't one of my smartest moves. I knew it wasn't deep down. But for that time the drug took over me, the pain inside disappeared.
