The Last two day we spent every moment together. Talking, laughing, cooking,dancing, and making love. We'd only sleep for three hours then enjoy each other some more. I tried my best, every time we sat in the bed, with me snuggled against his chest and between his thighs, to not think of him disappearing at any moment. I tried my best to see his smile and tell him I loved him in every waking moment.
Every time I'd look at Azrael, he'd have a look of content on his face. As if he were alright with leaving because he was so sure of everything. He never said 'I love you' like it was the last time he would say it to me, even though I knew eventually it would.
"Stop sitting there moping, I have a surprise for you." Azrael smiled as he gently kissed my neck.
"Your not leaving?" I asked with a blank look.
"Lets not think about that, I have something that will make you happy." He sat next to me on the couch and pulled me into his lap.
"Nothing but you can make me happy at the moment." I sighed wrapping my arms around his neck waist and laying my head on his shoulder.
"This is one of two gifts that I have given you to remember me by" Azreal smiled sadly at me.
"One of two?" I asked looking at him confused. "Whats the other gift could you have given me?"
"That one is something you'll have to figure out on your own." Azrael chuckled kissing my neck.
"Why are you smiling, like your not leaving me?" I asked, tears running down my cheek.
"Won't you send me off with a smile?" He asked pulling me closer and resting his forehead against mine.
"I don't want to send you off at all," I began to sob, Tears running down my face, I sniffed and continued. "Why did you bring me here? Just to leave me by myself?"
"No, I did it because I fell in love with you and your mother made me promise to take you away from that horrible piece of shit your forced to call father." He seethed pulling away from me.
"Today your leaving me, What am I suppose to do after your gone?" I questioned.
"My friends will take care of you, don't worry." Azrael began to smile. "It's time. send me with a smile my wife." I stared at him wide eyed before I sighed and gave a big smile.
"I love you, and I will miss you more than anything, my husband." I wrapped my arms around him and captured his lips in a kiss.
"I love you more than life itself, be happy I'll always be here." Azrael pulled away for a moment then continued to kiss me, wrapping his arms around my waist.
Eventually I began to feel his body pressure, less and less until, I opened my eyes and he was disappearing becoming lighter and lighter as if he were a ghost disappearing. A knock sounded and the door.
"Wait wait we're here!" I head from outside the door.
"Your too late fellas" I sniffed, opening the door.
"Noo!" Alex groaned dropping to his knees and putting his head down.
"Fuckin, shit! Fuck, shit fuck!" Axel raged. I jumped slightly from the unexpected reaction. Suddenly I felt sick.
"Come in you guys, I'm about to be sick" I gagged then ran to the bathroom and puked up the breakfast we shared earlier.
"Hey are you alright?" Alex asked pulling my hair back into a ponytail.
"Ever since yesterday Ive been throwing up, Azrael hasn't been worried though, he'd just ask If I was okay, kiss me and smile." I sighed sitting back from the toilet after flushing the toilet.
"Really? wow!" Alex smiled and looking like he got everything he wanted for Christmas.
"What's that suppose to mean, why is everyone happy about my throwing up but me?" I nearly shouted in frustration.
"Your throwing up!?" Axel shouted running to the bathroom with a large smile on his face."
"Yes" I said slowly, trying to catch what their catching.
"This is fuckin awesome!!" Axel cheered pulling me up and into a bear hug.
"Careful" Alex reminded with a smile.
"Air" I gasped.
"Oh yeah, sorry, I've just never been this excited." Axel explained bashfully.
"I'll call the doctor and set up an appointment for you." Alex chuckled leaving the bathroom.
"Okay so what we need to do is have you wash your mouth out and give you some healthy food to eat, no fish though." Axel muttered shoving a bottle of mouth wash in one of my hands and a Dixie cup in the other before leaving the bathroom.
"No fish, they are moving around like I'm preg-" I cut my self off and looked into the mirror above the sink. "I'm pregnant?"
"Yea, that's what we're going for" Alex winking leaning against the door. I quickly washed out my mouth with the mouth wash and brushed my teeth.
"Was this the second present you had for me, Azrael?" I whispered resting a hand on my stomach with a smile as I walked into he kitchen where Axel was reading a cookbook.
"Where the hell did you get a cookbook for pregnant women?" I asked coming around the counter to get a better look at the cover of the book.
"First of all you should be relaxed, stress isn't good for he baby." Axel scolded shaking his index finger at me. I rolled my eyes. "And second Azrael apparently knew that you were pregnant and had a small area in the bottom cupboard filled with pregnancy and baby things with your name on it."
I looked over at the medium sized box on the counter next to the fridge. 'Oriana's pregnancy' the box said in block letters. Looking through the box tears slid down my cheeks. There were unisex baby clothes, pacifiers, booties, bibs, hats, cook books for the pregnancy, what to expect during pregnancy, and a fatherhood book with a note in the front cover.
"I knew I wouldn't be able to share the happiness with you, and I only knew that you were pregnant since a week after you got here, I thought you would like to be the one to tell me so I never said a thing," I read the note out loud for the boys to hear, "Getting this book was kind of pointless since I wont be there to share the moment of our child's life together with you, but let the guys read it, I know their excited to know that their going to become uncles soon, I love you all and I'm glad I got to know your love. Azrael."
"And with that said, You'll be eating a very healthy dinner and we will be reading that fatherhood and what to expect book." Alex summed up as he took the 'what to expect' book out of the box while Axel gently pushed me into a seat and began to prepare a dish for me to eat.
"I'm glad to know that my baby will be raisied in a better environment than I was" I thought as I rubbed my stomach and watch as the guys boast about my baby's name.
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