You act like sorry fixes all the pain you've caused me. I constantly wanted to die because I could never seem to get you to stop. You left me. Why are you so mad that I moved on? You're always calling me a whore because I found someone who actually loves me.
You found someone too so why do you still text me at 3:00 a.m saying that you miss me. You should have said that before you broke my heart. Now I'm no longer yours and you want me.
You burned all the good times we had. All those times you said you loved me were nothing but lies. You said you would always be there but where are you now. I actually loved you and wanted you to stay but soon learned that when you lose someone, you'll find someone better.
At one point I thought you changed. That maybe we could start over and you would love me again. I was wrong. You still haven't learned and still hurt me more than anything. I make one mistake and you make many but it always seems to be my fault. All you wanted from me was a good time and a fun little toy. I was a fool for always coming back to you.
I've known you for a long time and yet you still don't know me. I wasn't looking for a friend or someone to treat me like trash. I was looking for all the things you promised. Someone to love me and be there in my darkest times but I can hardly talk to you without you hurting me.
I've spent so much time thinking that you would be my Knight in shining armor that I cannot imagine it being someone else. I hope you're happy with the way you ruined me. You've caused me unfixable pain that I will never get rid of but I will happily get rid of the one who did this to me.
