When we broke up I couldn't handle it. I didn't know how to stop thinking about you. I couldn't get over it. I loved you but you moved on and found someone new, someone better. You were on my mind 24/7. I tried to call you and even drove by your house a couple of times. All I wanted was to know why. Why did you leave me? Did I do something? Why is she better than me? I needed a reason, an answer, something! My heart was broken and I went insane trying to stop thinking about you. I just didn't expect you to leave.
I had to get you off my mind. I found myself drowning my sorrows in alcohol and marijuana. It took the pain away. My life was ruined from that day forward. My nights consisted of random sex trying to numb the pain. Weed and booze fill my body to the point of almost passing out. My days were a complete haze. My routine was destroyed and so was my life. All I want was to forget you, but your face was still fresh in my mind.
