How do you heal something that cannot be healed by yourself?
How do you move on, when you are glued to one spot?
Healing my heart won't be enough, because the rest of me is broken too.
What did I do to make Karma and God so mad?
Life is cruel but love is worse.
Seeing you happy makes me happy, but it cannot heal my aching heart or ease the betrayal in my mind.
My heart isn't broken just bleeding, if it was broken I would be dead.
Saying sorry is just rubbing salt in my wounds.
Though you don't return the love, having you around hurts less than losing you forever.
Why do I love you if you don't love me?
If leaving you means healing then I'd rather be broken.
If it was the right thing to do, why does it hurt so badly?
Crying till the point I can't breathe, this is what loving you has done to me.
Friends help you heal when you're broken but can't help you when you're shattered.
Criminals are easier to love than hypocrites.
The truly heartbroken try to act normal so they are left alone with their pain.
Physical pain heals faster than emotional pain.
If you haunt my thoughts how can I forget you?
Tell me one thing then turn around and do the thing you said you weren't going to do.
I only have myself to blame for our pain.
Therapists can't help when love is killing you.
If I am to protect you, I must leave so I can protect you from myself.
I'd rather die than see you in pain.
Chocolate can only help so much.
Can crying help or will it only temporarily take away the pain.
I wish I could numb my heart like my brain is.
Cutting skin because I'd rather cut out my heart.
Bleeding doesn't make the pain go away just makes your mind focus on something other than the heartache.
Blaring music until my eardrums break so I can't hear you say her name.
Daydreaming so I can escape to a place where you are mine.
Can I blame you for loving someone else as much as I love you?
You ask if I am mad when you should have asked if I am ok.
I look like crap because the only reason I ever bothered looking nice is for you.
If life was like a fairytale I wouldn't be lying here crying my heart out.
It is better to stay broken than hurt myself more trying to fix the pieces.
You know me better than I know myself, so why couldn't you see that this would murder me?
I fell expecting that you would catch me only to hit the ground and break.
I used to try to think of all the ways I could make you happy and get you to like me but now I am just trying to find ways to heal.
If my life was related to my name I either have found a magical land or would have seen this pain coming.
How do you drown your sorrows if you cannot drink alcohol?
Tell me no rather than leading me on and letting me think I even had a chance.
Can't I cough up my heart instead of my lungs?
Shoot me and get it over with.
First I was in shock, second, it registered, third tears came to me then you asked if I was angry and my thoughts were, I would rather be angry because depression, denial, and heartache are worse than hating you.
If I could rewind time, I would but I would probably make the same mistakes.
--Alice
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