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Running on Low

I'm so confused now

I don't know who I like

I love Lynne

But I like them too

One so sweet and keeps me sane

The other is kind and loyal

I love her all the same

They only want me happy

That's what they say

It's such a foreign concept

I don't know if I can

I'm scared and I feel alone

I know I'm not

At least not anymore

But how can you be sure?

I want someone to hold me

I'm tired of being my own teddy bear

I want someone to lie

I want them to tell me I won't die

I hate rocking myself to sleep

I hate when I cry or weep

I'm tired of being my own self-defense

I have run out of the heat

Since you beat me to dust

I can't get back up

Let me sleep while I pray

For a better day