Alright guys I'm back
More.....
So we (me and my younger sister) saw my father every other weekend then one week end my father got mad at my younger sister because she took my phone and hid it under neath of her. She did this because she wanted him to tickle her like he used to , but he didn't he hit her.....
On her sprained knee. I immediately jumped up and tackled him and got him out of our room. I grabbed some money and took my sister too an ice cream shop some where in the near by town. When we came back. He got angry and did some abusive in two ways and drank a lot like a few large bottles of wine. :(
That's when I called him and broke our relationship as father daughter.
I am disowning him.
I truely hate him.
I grew to an adult maturation, meaning I did bills, food, rent, almost everything (didn't drive much).
Now
I have severe depression
Abandonment issues
Social awkwardness
Anxiety
I'm suicidal
I'm depressed
I'm bullied
The worst is in bullied by mom and younger sister (ironic huh)
I self harm
I would really like a friend who is there
I'm bisexual but I can't say anything
I am so tired of this hell that I am numb
Sorry I'm this way and I'm real and I have issues
Please please please don't EVER treat me like a cancer victim. I'm fucking awesome.
God bless and good night
(I'm home now)
YOU ARE READING
"I'm Fine"
Non-FictionThis starts as a story (which is mine) but I decided to just make this my journal thing. I will let y'all get to know me when I get 15 views. And someone comments. Like my name I'm lonely. **** this may be triggering****
