Im sick

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I'm so FRICKING depressed and sick right know. I have always had chest issues so right now I'm hooked up to this breath thing called the nebulizer because I can't breath. My whole body hurts, I have an off an on fever I had to go to a youth council meeting because I'm like co president and I get blamed for everything. I'm so fuckin sorry I'm a piece of crap ok I'm sorry I have weaknesses and what's worse is I wanna cut so bad but I'm not because I'm a good girl I'm a very good girl. My mother verbally insulted me again today I keep telling myself I'm loved and I'm ok and everything is ok but I just have this voice that says I'm shit you know . I'm tired I'm sick I'm really tired of people sayin they love me and wanna date me and then tell me they wanna break I mean seriously I know you have issues but so do I but you have to know I'm so hurt because I'm alone with people who tell me to rot in hell at home but then lie and tell me they think I'm the bestest mist lovely girl in the world.



I'll update later empty worthless world

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