So a very very very close friend of mine (internet Friend btw) his cousin got shot.
Also my friend is extremely possessive and worried over me he is 19 and in marine training. He hasn't been eating and sleeping these past few days and he used to not sleep and eat a few weeks ago but I thankfully got him to. But he hasn't lately cuz I've been sick.
To the point where I can't talk because I've passed out. I've had an off an on fever my sinuses are stuffed so stuffy nose and head ache and now I have an ear infection.
I have bad lungs as it is and now they're clogged to the point where I can barely breath and have a terrible cough.
BUT.....
I've taken a lot of medicine and I'm getting better. I didn't tell him how I sliced my thighs up really bad to the point where I've been wearing long shorts.
Well anyway at the moment he is extremely frustrated at me for some reason. I think it's because I'm upset how when ever I try to make a happy conversation or joke he always responds with --> 😑 or 😐 or my favorite 😶
Like what the fuck and he just texted me "I'm under a lot of strain right now" "you wouldn't understand" is this cuz your black.
CHILD I DONT CARE WHAT YOU ARE OR WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE
I LOVE YOU.
You can't take your frustration out on me.
right?
Ugh I'm so tired of all these friend ships that I k ow will fail because I'll say something
Oh and what he said to "I'm under a lot of strain" was "life"
Honey we all under strain.
I get called fat
Suicidal
Faggot
Emo
Trash
Racist
Slut
Bitch
Ugly
And all this crap by people like my mom everyday
I know life sucks
I know I look like an easy target to take it out on but I'm not a damn punching bag.
Geez
Sound like a two year old
Well is 8:51 pm and I'm still kinda sick so ima read and the sleep.
PSSSSSSSS
PLEASE PRAY FOR MY FRIENDS COUSIN NONE OF HIS VITALS WERE SHOT BUT HE IS IN SURGERY IN ILLINOIS!!! HE WAS WALKING AG NIGHT AND A GUY CAME UP AND SHOT HIM. For no reason.... What kinda world is this?
God bless
Good night
I live for you empty void
YOU ARE READING
"I'm Fine"
Non-FictionThis starts as a story (which is mine) but I decided to just make this my journal thing. I will let y'all get to know me when I get 15 views. And someone comments. Like my name I'm lonely. **** this may be triggering****
