PEOPLE
I have fucking anxiety
I do not do well outside of my comfort zone
I love y'all but you can keep pushing me into this stuff because that makes it worse
I'm trapped and you don't care
I am crying right now because
I'm in trouble because I'm exhausted and left out
Cali even forgot me in our star burst game
I hate CCC
I am so nauseous and in pain
But I'm Mayce combs
Social person
Weirdo
Loved by all
Stop assuming this please
I can't deal with this
And I cant say no either because you guilt me
Everyone guilts me
I hate the way I look
But I'm beautiful
I hate the way I act
But I'm amazing and fun
I hate myself
But I'm in counseling so I'm cured
I'm tired of this
And all of you people
I have felt with shit and I'm recovering
And your just pouring salt in the wound
The salt from my tears
The ones you make me cry because
I don't know
I can't form opinions
I have to just smile nod and lie
I do it all the time
I'm good
I'm fine
Go it's ok
Haha
See I'm an actor
One of the greats too because
I never break character
I'm still in character right now so....
Bye empty void by the way shout out to all the people in western North Carolina love y'all
~deadly downer
YOU ARE READING
"I'm Fine"
Non-FictionThis starts as a story (which is mine) but I decided to just make this my journal thing. I will let y'all get to know me when I get 15 views. And someone comments. Like my name I'm lonely. **** this may be triggering****
