Diamond Life

Chapter 4

Diamond POV

Lauren and I stayed by the bedroom door and saw a little thing there with Laurna And Damian. OMG! I'd assume they were normal kid always by each other by I was wrong. "Dead ass wrong!" Lauren said. "Shut the fuck up, Yo! I said back.
Anyways there are so cute by the way. Like adorable. But I don't know why they are hiding it from us, and doing errything on the low. It's actually better that way, when no-one know your business.
"Knock ,knock ,knock!" I stayed from the bedroom door and heard from the outside. "Knock ,knock, knock!" I heard again. Lauren said" no-one comes around here knocking on my door like this, who could it be?" I said" I don't know, bitch go check!" Lauren said" hell naw, I ain't bout to get killed for no bady ass up in here!" I said " punk ass bitch!" I whispered" laurna and Damian, bring you lovey dovey asses up in here!" Lauren giggled like an asshole. "Knock ,knock, knock!" We hear again. I walked towards the window and peeked through it. I saw a 2 pretty little girls with a thick tatted red-bone lady. I opened the door and she said" thank god, Good afternoon pretty young lady!" I said" afternoon to you!" She said" my name is Latacha Lorenzo! Lauren and laurna's biological mother!" My eyes popped wide open. I said" I see where Lauren gets her body from." She giggled and said" Mai, you got a body a grown woman and I know you bout 16 to 17 years old!" I said" 17!" " See honey, but favor is Lauren here!" I said" yeah!"
"Lauurrrrrreennnnnn!" Come here!" I screamed. She came by the door with a smile but dropped it as soon as she saw her mother.

Latacha said" Lauren I'm sorry! I could take care of you and laurna at that time but now I'm ready to take responsibility of what's mine."

Lauren said" 11 years and only now you came. I've waited for you all my life and wanting to see you but you never came. I hopped and hopped from foster homes getting abuse and fucking rapped but where were you? Where were you when I needed you? Where were you when I needed a fucking mother figure in my fucking life? Huh , LATACHA! Where!"


Latacha said" Lauren , I was in fučking jail! I'm a fucking Mexican native. I don't fucking have a license to be in here neither my green card. You think you were the only ones being raped Lauren huh! I was gang raped by male guards , female inmates and most of all your grand-father."

Lauren said" I don't care! Get the fuck off my door step- trying to fucking come back in me and laurna's life but I ain't letting you. You gave up on me and I have given up on you so right now! at this point ...Love is just a lieing game for two."
Latacha said" I can't believe you Lauren. Every time I had in jail I spent it writing letters to you and laurna but I had no mailing address. . I prayed everyday to see you but I couldn't. Now that I finally came out and found you, this is how you treat a mother that you lost!"

She said" I didn't lost you, you lost me now bye!" Lauren slammed the door in her face.
Lauren stormed off crying her eyes out while Latacha sits on the steps crying to. I want to fix it for them because I know how both feels. I opened the door and sat next to Latacha.

She said" what did I do wrong. I left her yes but I came back with the intention to take her back. I broke her heart yes but I came with the first aid kit to heal her. I guess this just mean good-bye forever. Knowing that I had (4) daughters and I couldn't raise them was eating me alive in jail, but to hell there was nothing I could do . I ran away from Mexico to raise them better but I was caught!" She sobbed into my vest.

I told her" I know if you could take back the past you could but you can't. What happen ,happen but that's what made your decision today. This day. Your past, her past , their past , yes its gonna make them some pretty strong women in the future. Don't give up until you find their love, remember your gonna always be their mother so deep down inside she has love for you somewhere but you just gotta bring it out of her!"

Latacha said" your right but how? She practically hates me! The way she screamed at me was a sign" Get the fuck of of my life like you did!" I see why she keep you around because basically you don't me but you still got some kind of sympathy for me even though I left your best friend!"

I said to her" I've got a mother to but I got it bad . See with mines , my mother abuses me and my little brother Damian and I don't know my father. Well I know him but know like I should. My step-father beats , raped , abuse every fuck to my mother but she can't find the strength to leave but I found it and I left with my brother. I'm to young to get a job so I show niggas my body for money to keep clothes on my back, my brother own , and food in our mouths. I want that mother figure in my life but my mother doesn't look like she Finna come give to me."

Latacha said " I understand! But to let you know something about us mothers; it takes time to get something and do something even if its easy or hard. Your mother wants to be there for you and you little brother but you gotta give her time because the longer she's away from you and him she'll miss y'all trust me because I've suffered 11 years of missing all my children. Even Lauren! "
I said" I'm giving her time but the longer she takes its the more Ill hate her because she not showing effort into doing what a mother should do!"

Latacha said" don't hate her! She's trying ! Don't hate her! Not to be all in your business but you got some deep ass wound on your body why?"

"I got in an argument with my mother and a fight with my step-father! He was tryna beat my little brother so I attach him and I got stabbed. I dont know who did it but I got to thinking its my mother. I caught my ahzma , fainted and Lauren saved my life and this ain't the first!"

Latacha said " Wow! You are the definition of a strong upcoming young lady! Be true to your surroundings and yourself and trust me you make it far.
When I was young I would get treated just like that but when I had many opportunity to leave I stayed thinking they'll find me . The opportunity that I took was the wrong one now I'm living in the wrong life the wrong way. Be true to yourself!"





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