Growing Pains {Adopted By One Direction}

Meet Ups

Mackenzie's POV

"I know you left me standing there

Out of the calm of the coldest air

I don't believe the words you said

But I can't find the words I want

Oh, I can't find the words I want

If you were gone in another life

I don't believe I would just survive

I could feel you next to me

An escape from the world I'm in

Oh, I'm afraid of the world I'm in

One day I will see Heaven's reach

I'll find the one who left me sleeping

Every war was another seed

That could feed every soul in need

Oh, I'm worn by the war in me

Somebody found me here

Somebody held my breath

Somebody saved me from the world you left

If you're gonna cry my tears

If you're gonna hold my breath

If you're gonna let me see the sun you set

Oh, I am lost and found

Oh, I am lost and found

Somebody found me here

Somebody held my breath

Somebody saved me from the world you left

If you're gonna cry my tears

If you're gonna hold my breath

If you're gonna let me see the sun you set

Oh, I am lost and found

Oh, I am lost and found"

I look at Max and he looks at me with a fake smile, I tap my foot on the ground and Brooklyn squeezes my arm. I nod. "Thank you all for coming this is my return album and I hope it goes well." I say quickly and Max nods at me.

I run off the stage and over to Max and we run down the carpet and over to the waiting car.

My stomach drops when we get out of the car in front of the hospital. I run in on my heels and over to the lady at the front desk. "Alexis Disick." I say, "We are her parents."

"What happened?" Max asks, the nurse checks the computer and I breath in deep.

Don't say it. Please don't say it.

"It was a car crash." The nurse says.

Fuck! I think and she takes us back behind a set of double doors. She moves to the side and I run in the door.

"Mackenzie, I am so sorry, that car came out from no where." Georgie says with Troian in her lap and Landon in the car carrier next to her.

"It's fine." I say and run over to Alexis, "Hey Lexi." I say and sit on the edge of the bed. She moves un comfortably with a bandage on her head and a cast on her leg.

"Mommy!" She cries, "I know baby. I know." I says, "Your okay." I say and kiss her forehead. "Yeah. Your okay." I say, and run my hand over her hair.

-3 Days Later-

"I don't want to go." I say and run my hand over the blanket covering Alexis body. "I promised Jar, and Ryker and Brooklyn will take really good care of her." Max says, I sigh in defeat and stand up in defeat and grab my bag.